And next he slices her throat while Rajin and Caleb watch and then takes her body to a medical facility to be experimented on. Except she's not actually dead, so when they fuse the alien consciousness to her neural pathways it brings her back too and they sort of cohabit in a world neither of them understands. (Because she lost her memories of before the incident.)
I have legit written this scene and the ones where she wakes up about ten times a piece from different points of view and such. It's just on a loop in my head and part of the reason I've never written the whole thing. It overwhelms me.
I'm not proud of my novel in any sense of the word. In fact I'm rather displeased at this point. It's grating on me, and I've been completely pantsing so what was supposed to be romance has actually been sort of a fake memoir. Just... disappointed. Not sure where to go from here. I'm on the cusp of 10k. Every day I fight to keep up my daily word count. Last year I was a speed demon and won on the 24th. I don't think I'll be winning shit this year.
Sorry for using you as a sound board/therapist of sorts. I'm just down about the whole thing.
You use me for whatever you need to use me for. Seriously.
And you know, 10k is pretty good. Sometimes projects get unwieldy and the scope needs to change. Sometimes we just need to scrap or shelve things and work on what makes us feel more accomplished. I mean, don't be me and only exclusively start projects without finishing them, but being frustrated over a work doesn't make you or it not worthy. Some days are just going to suck. Let those go. Cling to the ones that make you feel okay.
This is the third day of no writing. I'm no longer inspired for it. I'm not so upset over it, though. I had a really bad day the other day. Thank you. ♥
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I have legit written this scene and the ones where she wakes up about ten times a piece from different points of view and such. It's just on a loop in my head and part of the reason I've never written the whole thing. It overwhelms me.
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Sorry for using you as a sound board/therapist of sorts. I'm just down about the whole thing.
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And you know, 10k is pretty good. Sometimes projects get unwieldy and the scope needs to change. Sometimes we just need to scrap or shelve things and work on what makes us feel more accomplished. I mean, don't be me and only exclusively start projects without finishing them, but being frustrated over a work doesn't make you or it not worthy. Some days are just going to suck. Let those go. Cling to the ones that make you feel okay.
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