two year turnaround

[momi]

im having such a hard time with this...though i'm better than i thought i would be. the morbid in me has pictured myself at the moment of every single one of my loved ones deaths. what would i be doing? would i cry? how would i feel? with some i've imagined relief, others complete despair, still others disbelief. sometimes i cry when i make

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[my_life_in_red]

"sometimes i cry when i make that long drive down 95, just pretending someone i know has died. i imagine how it happened, who told me, and being at their funeral."

i seriously thought I was the only one that did that... we are crazy.

love you much. hang in there.

holy shit.

[my_life_in_red]

just read the jump.

oh my god.

let me know if you want to get outta dodge for a bit.