Ok so I am wrong. I should just be happy with what I/Blake have. I wash my hands of the whole thing, and am truly sorry if I said the wrong things. I will continue to live my life, work hard at my job and making my life the way it should be, and be the best mother to my children that I can be.

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OK, so my life has considerably changed since my last entry. I mean, it hasn't changed all that much on the outside, but inside I have found myself again. I can sit back and watch others, and instead of wanting what they have, or what I cannot have, I have come to realize I have everything and more that I want right now at this very moment ( Read more... )

Wow. After a hard day at work on Friday, I went to the Lloyd Center to look for a top to wear with my outfit for a night on the town. Found just the right one!!! And from the sound of things is was definitely the RIGHT ONE!!!!! Then it was on to home to get ready!!! No problem. Of Course without a full length mirror it was very difficult to get a ( Read more... )

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You'd think by now I would have learned how to be more patient. Sometimes I think I am just not capable of it. Sometimes I think I have too much of it. Where do I draw the line ( Read more... )

So I got to thinking, and I had to ask myself "what the hell am I thinking?" I am smart, funny, adventurous, pretty, and I can clean a house like no one else. Oh and don't forget that I am an excellent Mother to my two daughters. Just because I don't have a boyfriend does not mean that I'm not worth having. Maybe the problem is they think I ( Read more... )

Once again I've done it to myself. I've set myself up for heartbreak and heartache. I knew better than to make something happen that deep down I knew I would pay for ( Read more... )

Ok so here's the sitch, I've been working for this wonderful non-profit agency for almost a year now, I have expanded, learned, created, produced, and organized to the extremes here in this company, but about three months ago we hired a new Program Director. This woman has had it in for me since the day she started. I was here for at least 9 months ( Read more... )

Life sure has a way of slaping you upside the head when you least expect it. I have been at my job for 10 months now and everyday I learn something new. One week I am being repremanded for being too loud in my office, and the next week I am the saint of the office. People keep coming to me. I seem to have become the office "Problem" solver. Even if ( Read more... )

Well, heck. Life sure does have a way of flying at you even when you've got your head down. Especially when you've got your head down. I guess thats why they say "Heads Up" huh? He, he, he ( Read more... )