it was raining real hard ... quite scary...

[momma_mea]

sometimes i am scared to admit things. things that are good. and sometimes i'm scared to allow things to happen that are good. i guess this is the weird part of me. i just push things away at times. but all of it is just me being a pansy. i'm going to change myself. i'm going to gain more self-confidence. some may think i have it, that's just my

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I am stupid.

[likeacancer]

*cough* I wanna quote William Shakespeare so bad here, but I'm not sure if it would relate to this entry. Oh well. :[

"because when you get too happy, bad things tend to happen and it all falls down." As a belief by my "church," that's usually the sign the Devil has sent his demon out to wreck your happiness and fulfillment. I mean, when you are in your comfort zone, you're comfortable. You're supposed to seek out of your comfort zone (which you're in, I believe?) and be out there, be happy, fight the demons with all you have. <--- haha, I am so freaking lame.

With all lame stuff set aside.. I don't know what to exactly say (so I shouldn't really be posting.. I know, right) but just live for whatever you want and desire.

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[momma_mea]

thanks. and you are so not lame. you're the bestest!