My moms a bitch but thats nothing new. I miss my dad and brother Sean, I don't miss Pat cause hes always here... that makes me happpy thought cause I don't need to miss anyone else. I miss MI alot but theres nothing I can do about that. I went to see Docter J today. I told him about Tuesday! ha ha Lisa knows what Im talkin about woooo buddy! good ( Read more... )

The last lil while has been fun. Ive been havin mood swings like a bitch though. But thats understandable for this time. The weekend I stayed at Lisas again with all my girls Lisa Krissy Christine and Megan and Shannon stayed with us on saturday night and just chilled with us friday. Lost of drama but I don't feel gettin into it. We did the usual. ( Read more... )

The last two weeks have been greeaat....... Fun times with my girls Megan Lisa and Krissy.

Friday and Saturday were awsome. I chilled with Megan, Krissy, and Lisa the whole time. Its been fun. Lisa cousin Chris stopped by and so did Ryan. I passed out early as hell last night. It was great. I didn't sleep in at all though. Yesterday I woke up to a wonderful smell. It was nice. Its been fun. And all one big blur. But thats okay.

Its been better lately. The only thing Im a lil weird about is that Ihaven't talked o my dad since that last day. Oh well! If he wants to be mad he can be. ha. But everything else has been fun for the most part. Schools been goin by pretty fast. It gets to fourth block and I don't even notice. This last week has been great.... ha ha. Today started ( Read more... )

Today was an okay day. the girls in my gym class annoy the hell outta me! Their the kinda of girl that are giggly and are like OH MY GOD! They annoy me to no end. We played dodge ball and NO ONE on my team would pick up a damn ball and throw it! They cept screaming and yelling. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH I wanted to hit them. So I said fuck it and picked up ( Read more... )

Yeah so things suck lately. No fun at all. I dunno why. Theres been a few good things but nothing that big, just little things that make me happy in the weirdest ways. Its been boring in my little life. What else is there to say?.....

things used to be fucking perfect for me. What the hell happened. For the past year things have been the worst ever. I had it good. Now life sucks for me. I tell myself everyday ya know things will get better. But its all bullshit. Things just keep getting worse. Why wont it just end! I want this whole life thing to be over. Im sick of it. Its ( Read more... )

FUCK THE WORLD CAUSE THE WORLDS FUCKING YOU!!!! God I fucking HATE this place!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My mom finally got me a therapist appointment. Its not till Oct. 4. She said I need help sooner but she'll have to deal with it till then. School started the other day.... great fun. A days are okay I only like my second block but oh well. Im dropping art I can't draw anyways. B days are a lil better I like my first block and my third block the ( Read more... )