Of the Horsepower of Denial
My private computer got a trojan horse yesterday ( of all the days, really...-_-") so I didn't watch friggin' yesterday's epp of ATWT. I honestly don't know whether it's good or bad.
Bad point: I didn't get to see Reid last moments live (pun not really intended).
Good point: I can still live in denial which I welcome
Another good point: From comm& FB comments it seems yesterday was not only tragic but also kinda stupid and unbelievable. Maybe I'm better off not having seen it??? Still it feels very weird. :((((
Hope my computer gets better within today cause I need me some QAF denial package.
'La la la. Reid is not dead! La la la, wooo Brian& Justin are SO HAWT!!!' treatment is definately in order.
My doctor prescribed. One Reid Oliver *decides not to bawl fangirlily as it would beat the point of DENIAL. Or of the Nile- whichever really*.
ETA:
My latest theory is that the trojan horse is in all reality just a materialization of my denial, not allowing me to watch the catastrophe that was this ending of Reid's life. Dear Denial, couldn't you have consulted this with me first BEFORE breaking my computer????
Bad point: I didn't get to see Reid last moments live (pun not really intended).
Good point: I can still live in denial which I welcome
Another good point: From comm& FB comments it seems yesterday was not only tragic but also kinda stupid and unbelievable. Maybe I'm better off not having seen it??? Still it feels very weird. :((((
Hope my computer gets better within today cause I need me some QAF denial package.
'La la la. Reid is not dead! La la la, wooo Brian& Justin are SO HAWT!!!' treatment is definately in order.
My doctor prescribed. One Reid Oliver *decides not to bawl fangirlily as it would beat the point of DENIAL. Or of the Nile- whichever really*.
ETA:
My latest theory is that the trojan horse is in all reality just a materialization of my denial, not allowing me to watch the catastrophe that was this ending of Reid's life. Dear Denial, couldn't you have consulted this with me first BEFORE breaking my computer????