well... ask yourself if you really wanna go and leave. tell me what you wanna do and i'll be supportive. i dont wanna do anything to try to change your mind.
but i can tell you that wouldnt be better for me. and to be happy/ free or not... it's totally up to you.
your not going anywhere permently....and when is it your turn to be happy? why not now? life is too short to just be mad all the time...when things piss you off and get you down fuck it life goes on...im here for you baby and im not letting you get away from me...
ugh.everything just sucks outside of you right now. andi ranted to you last night about it and i'm sorry that i just kept going on and on about my mom. it just kinda came out. i'm just sick of being in her control. i mean shes pulling me backwards but telling me to go fowards. so i feel like i'm stuck in quick sand and i cant get out of it no matter what i do. it really really bothers me. really.. i just need to get away from her but right now i dont have the nessasary things that i need to live on my own. damnit. it pisses me off. i'm more of an adult that most 18 year olds.. and i'm the one that is stuck here not being giving a chance to move foward and prove myself. *screams* humpf. i miss you.
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but i can tell you that wouldnt be better for me. and to be happy/ free or not... it's totally up to you.
-toby
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