*ranting*

[mon_beau]

I've made up my mind. I'm going to do anything to be a real model again. i want to be back in that loop of total insanity

Comments

Whoa, Lindy...

[pinkpearls06]

I sense some insecurity here. Why art thou so unhappy with thy appearance? You know you're beautiful. I would give anything to look like you. You have no reason to be sad or upset about the way you look. I never knew this was something you wanted so badly. I always seem so pulled together and in the know that I would never guess you feel like that. You're pretty, honey-pie. ;-)

And what about Chuck kicking you out? I hardly see you at school, so I don't know what's going on. Has this happened?! Or are you just seeing into the future or something? I need to be informed!

Re: Whoa, Lindy...

[peaches89]

i AM insecure.. no but chuck is going to kick me out i know it. i dont go to school anymore because its fucking stupid. there is no fucking point .. i hate it so why be there? i have like 2 fucking friends there.. big whoop. i've lost all my friends i'm not fucking close to anyone anymore.. i have jobie..thats it.. i feel so alone.. i mean i hang out with him but its just like everyone is with there old friends or new friends and im just pushed aside.. plus i work all the fucking time and have no time for myself..or for the friends i once had

You already ARE!

[pinkpearls06]

Dammit, Lindy! You are already pretty! You're so much prettier than me. You know how to wear your hair, make-up, and clothes just right. Everything you do seems perfect and I hate it!

And you will be the "uber hott mom" that your sons friends talk about.

Re: You already ARE!

[mon_beau]

thanks.

[fypgitjies]

that made me cry.

[peaches89]

i didnt mean for my dream make you cry.

i want this so badly... i want this more than fucking anything. *tears* i'm ready for this and i want it so bad.

[dancebabe7]

yeah i love yo uto and i guess i suck too......

[mon_beau]

o0oh hush.

[dancebabe7]

see i knew you loved me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!