I am a licensed educator in the state of new hampshire.

Starting....
Now.

Awesome.

Things are looking up.

I'm helpless. Lost. All of this, weighing down on me. I'm not the perfect angel. I'm not the quaint little next door girl. Not any more. That was so long ago. Part of me misses it. Part of me hates the fact that there was so much baggage that went along with it. I wish it could just melt away like everything else. How does one go on when they ( Read more... )

So I had this weird dream last night. I was back in high school and someone stole my locker. Not like. Stole what was in it. But stole it completely. Which was possible because everyone (For whatever reason) had these skeleton lockers. You know those skeletons in science classes? Yeah. Like that. Only with space inside to put your books ( Read more... )

So the next big thing is this Thursday. That's when my dad finds out if his work will be closed for the next week... and then never be reopened... or if he still has a job... although that won't last long anyway. I'm not entirely sure what this will mean for my current situation, considering I am living in this household and have my food, car ( Read more... )

So Katie and I were supposed to hang out yesterday with Gabe (her son) and William (my nephew, who I'm taking care of for the week) for a play-date. We hadn't ironed out details, however, so when she called yesterday and Will was about to go to bed, I told her "what about tomorrow ( Read more... )

About that job interview that went really well ( Read more... )

Last night was... interesting. Went and hung out with Toby and Katie and Gabe... which is all fine and dandy, besides the fact that I didn't feel like hanging out with people at all ( Read more... )

On a brighter note, I just went to an interview for a job as an English teacher and it went PHENOMENALLY WELL!

So. There's that for the self esteem department for today. Tune in next time I forget that I'm a worthwhile human being.

I'm seriously befuddled by the various emotions felt as of late ( Read more... )