Sometimes I worry about how people see me...
...I know you're supposed to just be yourself and not give a damn what other people think, and that theoretically if you're really being you you won't hurt or piss anyone off, but I'm scared. I guess I see my dad and he's so mean and pushy sometimes, but the worst part is he doesn't even realize he's being that way. I've always had scattered
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but life goes on. its a good thing that your friend told you what was bothering him, instead of of letting it linger and fester and such. don't over analyze- you are who you are. the only thing i can think of off the top of my head is to say 'JUST KIDDING!' after you say something [mean? sarcastic?]. even tho that kinda ruins the joke... iuno. but don't be glum chum!
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For the most part I've actually always appreciated your sarcasm...in a way I felt like it was your way of expressing yourself honestly. That's how I always got it anyway. I understand you in that way. Although I've notice that when you're around Erik and Chris the sarcasm hardens a lot and it is almost like it's taken over your entire speech pattern. Not necessarily a bad thing. A couple of times I interpreted a few sarcastic things you said to indicate that I was being a jerk or acting in a way of which you disapproved or something... and once again I respected you for being able to voice that in your own way. But if that;s not what your intention was..well...I still love you anyway.
Again, don't think too hard about it. It's good to be conscious and wary of these things, so props, but don't lose a night of sleep over it. You're still as sweet as ever. :)
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