Tell me am I right to think that there could be nothing better..

[monalua]

I wouldn't know how to describe yesterday, I'm still trying to fit into precise words but I guess my vocabulary isn't working with me today and it's hard to pinpoint the details. The main reason why this may be so hard might be because my heart is the one mainly writing this and not my mind. I got to spend yesterday with someone I'm about to lose.

Comments

[soopa]

i/o is pretty dope. i went to a hip-hop show there, and it was alot of fun. they sold their merch outside in the patio, and people were just loungin there. very cool. i wanna go back.

[monalua]

yeah, I really enjoyed i/o, there was some band playing yesterday but I got there just a little too late :( i loved loungin in the patio...definetly a place to go back

random thoughts

[anonymous]

Well Pinky, I don't know how to describe these random, occasional thoughts. Lately, I have been thinking about you know who. I don't know if these thoughts are even worth my mind's preoccupation. Anyway, I wanted to ask you, do you think I should just forget about it? I think I should. I mean, whatever, he doesn't think much of me anymore. The past is gone and so is everything with it. Uhhhh...sweet bliss is not existent.

Re: random thoughts

[monalua]

Sweet bliss is certainly not existent, but don't worry it shall come soon :) Random occasional thoughts of certain people we've cared for are really hard to let go, and sometimes no matter how much time has passed once you think about it that certain old feeling tends to come back. It doesn't have to mean anything though, just a good old memory. This person is certainly too dramatic and emo about things, it would be hard to bring back what you guys had after such a long time has passed and things sadly (sometimes) do change. In a way, it's going to be impossible to forget about it, but don't be so sure about what he thinks of you, you never really know what goes on in a person's mind. Oh man, I find it so awkward to think so much has happened in our lives so far, it kinda makes me feel old already.