i got in another wreck today, luckily i my kitten(who was my sole passenger) and my care are ok. well my car has seen better days but its not too horrible. i was driving south on mlk and some idiot comes speeding into my lane and sideswipes me and i run off the road. my head and neck hurt. and im so pissed it was clearly her fault and she didnt see ( Read more... )

im not sure wat im doing right now, i have to move but i cant decide where. im thinkin about getin an apt near aj, but i dont know i have to get a job first, I HATE THIS

well i know no one knows what the hell is going on with me ne more, i dont really know that much myself. i am getting a house to live in by myself bcz aj doesnt want to live with me ne more, and umm im really scared i am currently looking for a dog to buy as my sole protector. i want a basset hound and i think i may have found one, yay. im not ( Read more... )

happy birthday to me!

I know I've been mistaken ( Read more... )

good morning my love, sound familular? god u have no idea how amazing it felt to come here after the route and to know i was going to be sleeping in my own bed. we really do need to talk. nothin bad at all dont worry, i have some things to tell you. if u want wake me up so i can have a kiss but only if u want one in return i would really just like ( Read more... )

this is all easier said than done...

i feel empty, but not from anything other than an absense of you...

i can not go on like this

the pain is just too strong... when am i going to matter.

when does what i want count...

i could have just been done with this so long ago, but i held on...

and it seems like for nothing at

i really dont know what to say anymore i dont know what to do i dont know what is going to happen to me or to us. the uncertainty is kiling me, and it doesnt matter. some where along the line i stopped mattering i stopped caring and that was how i wanted it. ..

my life is falling apart and there is nothing i can do about it. i guess aj and i are on a "break" and i am moving out for a 30 day trial.(gasps) i know no one predicted it. i dont really want to talk about it tho i have had enough. i havent slept ate anything just cried. i feel like im bleeding to death and no one seems to know where from of how ( Read more... )

life has been really shitty, like they say when it rains it pours, my ferret may be dying and i cant find out cuz it will take 200 dollars to just diagnose her, im so depressed, i havent even had her 6 months or so and the disease she may have is caused by shitty breeding and shitty people spaing and neutering htem too young, this isnt supposed to ( Read more... )