muse

[mondetheatre]

so my dear, you have been a wonderful muse. yet, now i have nothing to feel any longer i have nothign to write. i try to do yet i can't i have nothing. i cant dance. i can't act. i cant do anything. because i cant feel

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[thespianluver]

liz, what do you mean?

[mondetheatre]

i dont know? i was kinda emotional that day so it would only sound crazy if i tried to explain EVERYTHING. my mom got me free nights so i can talk to you now :) i miss u love

[thespianluver]

yesterday was horrible. i need to tell you about it and get it off my chest before it eats me alive. i'm so sad lately. i had a nightmare about what happened yesterday. everytime i think of it....i feel like ive had a boyfriend break up with me all over again. i guess you can feel that feeling in many ways.

[mondetheatre]

i'm gonna call you today! i promise. ah laura i miss you so much. girl i cant wait until college. hopefully we'll both end up in new york. your the only girl i can trust in my life. like REALLY trust and i miss having someone like that. cuz julius can be such a shit a lot of the time. we have to come up to ny for auditions together. and i miss going to the beach and relaxing with you. and dressing the same and laughing at the people who are laughing at us. and i love laughing and crying with you. ah!
i saw the notebook. and u know how it was about summer loves? well, pete was my summer love. and seeing that movie kicked a lot into me. i want him back so much. and to think that he's going to come back to me and or i go back to him and hes there waiting with a huge house that he made for me and with open arms IS A FUCKING MOVIE. ITS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN! ah so my love i will call u tonight because i have nothing to do today. much love to u
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