New Years EVE,

Wow a new year is about to start and I don't know what to do,
My new years resolution is to stop telling myself "you go girl"
and clean up my room.

I'm feeling 100000000% better

I attempted to ask out the girl who I always liked, I've known her since the 6th grade, finally, last night at my concert, no one was around, I have been waiting for this very moment, I got enough will-power to say "I want to ask you something", and then, she says. "Um....Yeah, I'm gonna go" and ran off. (really). I couldn't say what I wanted to, ( Read more... )

Total crap! My team broke up! My captain left to a different team, and now...........i'm lonely...

It's like If a girl broke up with me...

In 2 weeks We have practice at krossfire paintball. If you want to go you can, Invite is always open to you all.

This friday I will be going out to Paintball knights again for practice. I don't know if anyone like to play paintball but come if you like.

I feel fine, We got 4th place in the Tourny at knights yesterday. Are team picture is on paintballknights.com and I feel fine. I didn't get my E-2 on time but I think that was good, because it rained on us. My equipment would have turned to crap. This Sunday I am going to play at Krossfire. I will probably have my E-2 by then (I already paid ( Read more... )

Now I can buy My E2, but I must do it before Sunday (Nov. 14th) I must buy my E2, I need it to win, metals, recognized. Al I have to do now is make sure my E2 gets here before Sunday. After I get my E2, I need to buy a lyte stik, (A Bolt) and the bolt pin and the back block. Those of you reading this probably have no idea what I am talking about ( Read more... )

I have my paintball tourny coming up this Nov I think it is the 16 if anyone cares to come to paintball knights you are more than welcome. In the summertime I got Sponsored and climbed my way up to the best team of Krossfire sponsors. I am now with a team called "Spit Monkey", are team colors are yellow and black, (not my choice but o well) My ( Read more... )

I have the choice to leave.......but should I? I can feel alot more free there. If I leave i'll say goodbye to everything and everyone. I'll might say bye to my close friends before I go, but the others that I don't really know, I won't. Sooooo many thoughts of the good side of leaving and the bad side of leaving are racing through my head and ( Read more... )