i must have been really tired at 7.30pm. i thought i saw someone who was the splitting image of someone, i hollered her name and she had a practised wave of denial. strange, i thought. many people must have been as mistaken as i was. we see the tree for the forest and the forest for the tree. not one moment is left fo the earth right under our nose ( Read more... )

Fine
i will pick myself
up the little pieces
so pale and faded
from being forgotten

Fine
you are right so
what must I do
to leap right
back to
your favor
anew

So great be so
I don't mind
leave me
I'll get by
I'll live
I'll just be
Fine

Remember the times where a movie will cleanse a bad day, these days you really gotta depend on your luck. Oh yeah, even blockbustery multi-million oscar-winner director plated, movie star-studded may not always be flop-proof. I stare at the screen of destruction and wonder why am i not outside. This is my life and it's ending one minute at a time, ( Read more... )

it's how i only have one usb plugged into my 4-port usb. and how my client's mood swings frighten me to death. an occasional epiphany while waiting for free rides. those silent mornings and hazy dusk. straight rows of trees that say nothing. life. pedestrian. and back agin. it's like knowing this and learning it again. we are born of every moment ( Read more... )

the leaves were falling before i came ( Read more... )

my handphone is new
my handphone is blue
any lack of understanding
is all meant to be
my handphone is sassy
they just made it work
they turned on the power
i turned it back off
back off i say
it's my handphone it's mine
i don't know it well
but hell it's still mine

Just need to get the wire up. the connection to the rest of brand banders is ... an epophany in itself. ha. haaaa.... yah.... so good... you got to remember i live with pple 3x my age, it's easy to feel ... isolated. isolater for aircon condensing unit is a rubber pad. I loave being connected. tomorrow getting me statue blessed. after that, hope ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder what is the meaning of it all. Sometimes I just wonder what to have for lunch. Sometimes I forget to bring my handphone. Sometimes my keys. Sometimes I think we are close friends. Sometimes I think we are more than that. Sometimes I am lost. Sometimes found. But the only thing that binds me to this world, is you, my life force, ( Read more... )

yesterday morning and today, i feel tired tired. maybe worse than europe bcos i worked half day yesterday. my eyes refuse to open. half my mind still in cambodia. the other half dunno where. photos shall come out today. i can't bloody wait.

Don't wait up.