My brain hurt XP
Okay, well After spending most of my week taking care of Rune. I'm kinda pooped. and I can't feel anything emotionally, and food isn't making me hyper and happy. Neither is drinking or gambling. I think somethings wrong, really wrong, but I can't put my finger on it.
Oh and I received Lord Lykouleon's response to my letter. The one I send at the beginning of the month, that I never really decided it would mean much. Well, He agreed with me, He says Rune can stop dressing up like a girl and be a himself again. But I haven't told Rune this, and well I'm not sure if I'm going to tell him.
That might be why I feel all emotionless, guilt... or it might be because I think I'm gay. Yeah, I'm definitely contemplating that. And I think it cause of Rune. Besides the hitting my head against rough hard objects and injuring me, he's really sweet and innocent. Violent but still innocent. And he is cute... but I'm not sure if it is because he looks amazingly girlie in a dress or if it is actually him. I don't know, I'm confused, and that's making my head hurt.
I think I'm gonna stop thinking,... make everything less complicated. Why are there so many questions and so few answers?? If I end things will it make everything less complicated...
Oh and I received Lord Lykouleon's response to my letter. The one I send at the beginning of the month, that I never really decided it would mean much. Well, He agreed with me, He says Rune can stop dressing up like a girl and be a himself again. But I haven't told Rune this, and well I'm not sure if I'm going to tell him.
That might be why I feel all emotionless, guilt... or it might be because I think I'm gay. Yeah, I'm definitely contemplating that. And I think it cause of Rune. Besides the hitting my head against rough hard objects and injuring me, he's really sweet and innocent. Violent but still innocent. And he is cute... but I'm not sure if it is because he looks amazingly girlie in a dress or if it is actually him. I don't know, I'm confused, and that's making my head hurt.
I think I'm gonna stop thinking,... make everything less complicated. Why are there so many questions and so few answers?? If I end things will it make everything less complicated...