i hate nicoooooooo. well i dont really but i wish i did. i didnt take my car out yesterday cause me n nick were supposed to go to a party n i figured id be drinking. well we went but i sat there on a couch while nick forgot i was there cause he was playin some drinkin game. i think i was the only sober person there. so i jus left n i was walkin ( Read more... )

So i guess i ahvent writtin in here for a while.. need an update ( Read more... )

well my gramma been on vactaion n nicks been sleepin over wit me. its so fuckin amazing ::wink wink::.. . besides that.. ive jus been workin a usual.. i opened a checking account nd im havin so much fun wit it lol. my heads spinnin a lilr ight now nd i didnt even drink alot. i dont kno wats wrong wit me lol. lifes been pretty good. i love my baby ( Read more... )

nick got mad at me yesterday cause he was talkin to me nd i never say anything back to him.. like wen we having a serious conversation. but i cant help it. i cant talk im not good at "tellin people how i feel". the only time i can say anything is on paper nd im not very good at that either. but i tried cause i kno it was really upsetting to him.. ( Read more... )

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I feel like im trapped in reality. I cant even go to sleep anymore n drift off to that happy place cause it aint there. I jus wanna get away frum here, away frum all this bullshit. I jus dont understand wat i do thats so wrong, am i really that bad? why cant anything i do be right. I got a damn job but yet grammas still up my ass bout gettin ( Read more... )

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i miss chris soo much. I tried so hard not to cry today at the funeral but i couldnt help it. I was doin so good at the wake yesterday until tracey mentioned wen me nd chris surprized tracey at her house. He called me n asked me to go to her house wit him so i was like ok.. n i thought she knew we were coming but she didnt. n we were outside n i ( Read more... )