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Wow. I dont remember the last time I felt soo..whats the word...Optimistic! I have a good feeling about this year. i know its only the first day, but I really think this year is gunna bring amazing things for everyone. After all, my year couldnt be a whole lot worse then '04 anyways.lol. With the cutting and the lost love and the loss of friends ( Read more... )

blocked and deleted. I finally had the strength and self respect to block and delete the asshole.lol. geoff and tlyer were right. there's no way in hell i can stop being hurt by that asshole or get over him if we still talk on msn and shit. no way at all. so hes gone. and we'll both be better off for it. its a new year. time for a new beggining. ( Read more... )

Well, todays new years eve. its about 11am. waiting for mookie to get on so we can decide when Im going over there. Should be fun. and im interested to meet his lil friend from Toronto. Im jsut glad to see him again, i havent seen him since x-mas eve. :( lol ( Read more... )

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wow. i jsut cant believe that i wasted the 3 best months of my life and my verginity on sumone who didnt even love me. i trusted him and loved him and then i find out he made a mistake and what he thought was love wasnt really.Im such an idiot. so now im depressed and a non-vergin and all cuz of an asshole who doesnt no what love is. marvelouse. so ( Read more... )

Jenny broke up wit hhim last night. and today he told me he loved her. i asked . i dont no why. maybe just looking for an excuse to die. but he thinks he loves her. and that hurt more then him telling me he doesnt lvoe me. or anythnig eles anyone could ever say. ive never wanted to die more in my life. and i cant make it stop. ive tried everything ( Read more... )

he forgave me! i told mookie about what happened at the party.(or what i was TOLD happened) and he forgave me. I had no idea how much I liked him until yesterday. I mean, i knew i liked him, but i had no i dea i liekd him this much untill i thought i was gunna lose him. i guess whoever said that was right. i was almost in tears and i felt sick to ( Read more... )

It's T's birthday today. 19! YEAAAAH! lol. so yeah. party tonight at her house. cant wait. and Geoff's cummin:D wahho! lol. sept he better watch out if i get tanked, im goin after him! lmao. j/k geoff. no worries.lol ( Read more... )

i totally remember one of the main reasons i hate x-mas! cuz its soo goddamned boring! i guess its all fine and dandy for all u bible belivers out there. and im not saying theres anything wrong with that. i used to be one of you. bible club and chruch and alla that. but these days not so much. so there isnt even any religiose reason to it. cuz my ( Read more... )