I think i just want to run away and never come back. I think that life its self would be so much better for everyone else...no one would have to deal with anything none of my problems or anything. i think that in all reality i am nothing but a problem for everyone. I mean i just don't get it ( Read more... )

Wow....it has been so long...and i tell you it has been a rough ride.
So...this is going to be short. but i will be back on and fill this out soon.
I swear!
I love you all.

Today just never got bad, I AM SOOOO HAPPY! I woke up to rushing to get ready because Martin came to see me. Then when he left, i cleaned. Went and picked up money and went and got my shoes! WAHOO! soo happy beacuse while i was doing that the hottest guy was like checking me out and shit it was amazing! Then Heather had to go to dinner with her mom ( Read more... )

Well i got back from camping with my mom and sister and everyone else. Well I did alot of thinking and talking to my mom. She told me she never really saw or sees what i see in Eric. And so i sat back and looked i don't even know what i saw in Eric. So i tried talking to Mike and well it turns out neither did Mike. So, when the time came up, i did ( Read more... )

moneytrick7: sk82dayorbebored: RIABM: do you love rachell or love, love rachell ( Read more... )

SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: i like having a boyfriend though ( Read more... )

Today just sucked! I couldn't sleep last night and i couldn't even sleep today. Why because i had to watch my sister! what fun huh yeah no!!!!!!! anyways. Eric came to get me and we went and picked up my son. We went back to Erics house and just hung out for a little while. After that we took James home and i told eric that i wanted to go for a ( Read more... )

You know i look up things on the net all the time. But for some reason when i looked up Clints mug shots today i started to cry again. It sucked. I am torn between to wonderful guys whom love me but yet my heart hurts either way i go. I spend almost every second of every day with Eric, and there is some parts of the day that i don't think about ( Read more... )

SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: hey ( Read more... )