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Title: I Hate To Be You (When You Don’t Love Me Anymore)
Pairings: EunHae
Chapters: 7/?
Genre: Angst, Romance, AU
Rating: PG
Warnings: Grammar mistakes, wrong usage of words. And this might suck because honestly, I’m not a good angst writer.
Disclaimer: Yes, i do own Lee Hyukjae and Lee Donghae... in my OWN WO'LD. So i don't own them in real life. T.T
Summary: Eunhyuk loves Donghae and only him. He was super happy when Donghae seems to feel the same way too. But everything seems to fall apart when Donghae suddenly left him behind. His life becomes a mess and the wound Donghae gave him is still not healing because it's been waiting for one and only one person who will heal the wound and kissed the pain away. Will he come back and alter the past? Or, stay a coward and leave his love all behind?
Author’s Note: This is for vmaknae10’s request. I hope you like it!
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Reunited
“I’m sorry for the nth time I’m apologizing. I want us back together, so can we start all over?” - M.G.M.N - Lee
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“Hyuk…”
“Nari Noona! It’s been a long time I haven’t seen you! How have you been? How’s my cute godchild doing?” Eunhyuk asks enthusiastically and smiled to her but it didn’t reach his eyes.
And Nari saw how those eyes smiled before and how those eyes filled with sadness right now.
“Shin-Na is fine. What are you doing?” She asks when she saw Eunhyuk was wearing his dancing outfit.
“I’m going to work again, Noona. Aren’t you happy?” He asks in confusion when Nari didn’t even budge on her position.
“I-uh am happy, of course Hyuk. Come, let me hug you!” She then went towards her and hugs Eunhyuk in her arms.
“Thank you, Noona. Thank you.” Eunhyuk said in a teary voice as he hugs her back.
“Hyukkie,” She whispered suddenly in his ears. “He’s here.” She said that made
Eunhyuk stared at her questioningly.
Nari then bring him inside her arms once again. “Let me tell you, love is not supposed to get hurt. It supposed to be loved and nurtured. It is time you finally face him or run away like a wounded wolf once again, Hyuk. Choose only one.” She smiled as she breaks off the hug leaving a confused Eunhyuk frozen in his position behind.
“Nari! That’s too much cuddling!” Shindong whines and Nari giggled at his husband. His wife then walks towards the door while he walks towards Eunhyuk. He then walks at the frozen Eunhyuk and taps his shoulder. “Kiddo,”
“Honey,” Nari called her husband outside the open door of Eunhyuk’s room, reminding him to be gentle and not to let the guy winced in pain again.
Shindong nodded like he understood his wife’s warning. But he cannot leave without having some peace of his mind too.
He glanced back towards Eunhyuk and finally said his piece, “Be a man to face your biggest fear, Hyuk. Don’t let it consume you and kill the Eunhyuk with a gummy smile we used to know before.” He smiled and taps his shoulders once more before joining his wife and goes to the living room after, where the others were.
“He’s… He’s… here.” Eunhyuk gulped. “W-what will…? I do?”
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“No! I can’t let that happen!”
Eunhyuk heard the oldest exclaimed as soon as he got out from his room ecstatic at the thought of facing HIM. Then two other protests are heard in the room. He stayed frozen at his spot in the middle of the stairs.
“Me too! That would be absurd to let that guy see him again!” Sungmin blurted out.
“He called me,” He heard the second oldest stated. “I am not against him letting Donghae see Monkey once again, and it’s bugging me on why he wanted to see and explained his side to him that badly.”
Donghae. Yes. For a moment there, he thought his world stops hearing that name once again. How that name got him drowned in love with him over and over.
“Chullie! Hyuk might here you!” The oldest screamed.
“I don’t care.” the second oldest shrugs.
“Heechul Oppa is right. Why don’t we make them talk it over?” Nari suggests.
“Yeah… we still don’t know Hae’s side of story so it’s not good to judge him without any proof, right?” Shindong sides along with his wife.
“Proof you say, Hyung? Isn’t the girl I saw with him in the coffee shop back then was not enough proof that he’s cheating with him?” Sungmin said in anger.
“But… what if he was just talking to a friend then and you assumed you caught him red handed?” Ryeowook thought.
“Wookie!” Nari smiled as she saw some light. The younger male smiled at her as a reply.
“Or, he was just being pressed on a situation that he can never say no to?” Yesung added.
“Thank you, Yesung, Wookie.” Nari smiled at both of them.
“Why are you thanking them, Nari? Does that mean you’re taking Hae’s side too?” Leeteuk asks with a frown.
“No. It’s not that Oppa. It’s just that, maybe it’s time their hearts need to breathe once again.” She smiled.
“I think she’s right, Hyung.” Kyuhyun suddenly speaks after being quiet about the matter for a long time. “Can’t you see Hyuk Hyung’s eyes? I’ve never seen such lonely eyes like him before. And it’s killing me to see him sigh and cry over that guy. Maybe it’s time they face each other.”
“Kyu!” Sungmin exclaimed at the words his boyfriend had said.
“See? It’s time to let Hyuk fly, Oppa. Let him do what he must do. He’s a strong person and I believed he still was. If not, don’t you think we’ll ever see him after his heartbreak with Donghae?” Nari persuaded.
And mostly everyone agreed on her.
“Guys,”
And all of them fixes their eyes towards the stairs and found Eunhyuk standing 3 steps above the floor with a small smile formed on his lips.
“I’m thankful that you’re all here to support me.” He pauses as he blinks his tears back. “And thank you for loving me this much. I may not be the best Eunhyuk you can see as of now and I don’t know if… if I can ever turn back into that person I was once before…” He gulped. “But, maybe it’s time… Maybe it’s time to finally face him. Though, I’m not sure how will I be once I see his face once again or hear his voice even but, I’d be the strong person, Nari Noona had said. I cannot be able to take it once I finally met him… so I needed all of your support, okay? Can you all help me?”
“Absolutely, Hyuk!” Nari, Shindong, Kyuhyun, Yesung and Ryeowook and even the silent Han Geng approves.
“Are you sure, Hyuk?” Leeteuk asks, still not sure on whether he’ll trust his favorite Dongsaeng now.
“Yeah… thank you for protecting me Hyung.” He smiled. And Leeteuk saw it nearly reaches his eyes, so he sighed in defeat after.
“So it’s settled then. Get yourself ready, Hyuk. Hae’s been searching for you.” Heechul said.
“I know.”
Eunhyuk, though is not ready yet to face him, maybe it’s the best to finally get over him so that the pain will soon go away. He’s getting tired bearing the pain for almost three years already. It is time that his heart finds an answer to all of its questions.
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Pairings: EunHae
Chapters: 7/?
Genre: Angst, Romance, AU
Rating: PG
Warnings: Grammar mistakes, wrong usage of words. And this might suck because honestly, I’m not a good angst writer.
Disclaimer: Yes, i do own Lee Hyukjae and Lee Donghae... in my OWN WO'LD. So i don't own them in real life. T.T
Summary: Eunhyuk loves Donghae and only him. He was super happy when Donghae seems to feel the same way too. But everything seems to fall apart when Donghae suddenly left him behind. His life becomes a mess and the wound Donghae gave him is still not healing because it's been waiting for one and only one person who will heal the wound and kissed the pain away. Will he come back and alter the past? Or, stay a coward and leave his love all behind?
Author’s Note: This is for vmaknae10’s request. I hope you like it!
♫♥♫
Reunited
“I’m sorry for the nth time I’m apologizing. I want us back together, so can we start all over?” - M.G.M.N - Lee
♪♪♪♪
“Hyuk…”
“Nari Noona! It’s been a long time I haven’t seen you! How have you been? How’s my cute godchild doing?” Eunhyuk asks enthusiastically and smiled to her but it didn’t reach his eyes.
And Nari saw how those eyes smiled before and how those eyes filled with sadness right now.
“Shin-Na is fine. What are you doing?” She asks when she saw Eunhyuk was wearing his dancing outfit.
“I’m going to work again, Noona. Aren’t you happy?” He asks in confusion when Nari didn’t even budge on her position.
“I-uh am happy, of course Hyuk. Come, let me hug you!” She then went towards her and hugs Eunhyuk in her arms.
“Thank you, Noona. Thank you.” Eunhyuk said in a teary voice as he hugs her back.
“Hyukkie,” She whispered suddenly in his ears. “He’s here.” She said that made
Eunhyuk stared at her questioningly.
Nari then bring him inside her arms once again. “Let me tell you, love is not supposed to get hurt. It supposed to be loved and nurtured. It is time you finally face him or run away like a wounded wolf once again, Hyuk. Choose only one.” She smiled as she breaks off the hug leaving a confused Eunhyuk frozen in his position behind.
“Nari! That’s too much cuddling!” Shindong whines and Nari giggled at his husband. His wife then walks towards the door while he walks towards Eunhyuk. He then walks at the frozen Eunhyuk and taps his shoulder. “Kiddo,”
“Honey,” Nari called her husband outside the open door of Eunhyuk’s room, reminding him to be gentle and not to let the guy winced in pain again.
Shindong nodded like he understood his wife’s warning. But he cannot leave without having some peace of his mind too.
He glanced back towards Eunhyuk and finally said his piece, “Be a man to face your biggest fear, Hyuk. Don’t let it consume you and kill the Eunhyuk with a gummy smile we used to know before.” He smiled and taps his shoulders once more before joining his wife and goes to the living room after, where the others were.
“He’s… He’s… here.” Eunhyuk gulped. “W-what will…? I do?”
♪♪♪♪
“No! I can’t let that happen!”
Eunhyuk heard the oldest exclaimed as soon as he got out from his room ecstatic at the thought of facing HIM. Then two other protests are heard in the room. He stayed frozen at his spot in the middle of the stairs.
“Me too! That would be absurd to let that guy see him again!” Sungmin blurted out.
“He called me,” He heard the second oldest stated. “I am not against him letting Donghae see Monkey once again, and it’s bugging me on why he wanted to see and explained his side to him that badly.”
Donghae. Yes. For a moment there, he thought his world stops hearing that name once again. How that name got him drowned in love with him over and over.
“Chullie! Hyuk might here you!” The oldest screamed.
“I don’t care.” the second oldest shrugs.
“Heechul Oppa is right. Why don’t we make them talk it over?” Nari suggests.
“Yeah… we still don’t know Hae’s side of story so it’s not good to judge him without any proof, right?” Shindong sides along with his wife.
“Proof you say, Hyung? Isn’t the girl I saw with him in the coffee shop back then was not enough proof that he’s cheating with him?” Sungmin said in anger.
“But… what if he was just talking to a friend then and you assumed you caught him red handed?” Ryeowook thought.
“Wookie!” Nari smiled as she saw some light. The younger male smiled at her as a reply.
“Or, he was just being pressed on a situation that he can never say no to?” Yesung added.
“Thank you, Yesung, Wookie.” Nari smiled at both of them.
“Why are you thanking them, Nari? Does that mean you’re taking Hae’s side too?” Leeteuk asks with a frown.
“No. It’s not that Oppa. It’s just that, maybe it’s time their hearts need to breathe once again.” She smiled.
“I think she’s right, Hyung.” Kyuhyun suddenly speaks after being quiet about the matter for a long time. “Can’t you see Hyuk Hyung’s eyes? I’ve never seen such lonely eyes like him before. And it’s killing me to see him sigh and cry over that guy. Maybe it’s time they face each other.”
“Kyu!” Sungmin exclaimed at the words his boyfriend had said.
“See? It’s time to let Hyuk fly, Oppa. Let him do what he must do. He’s a strong person and I believed he still was. If not, don’t you think we’ll ever see him after his heartbreak with Donghae?” Nari persuaded.
And mostly everyone agreed on her.
“Guys,”
And all of them fixes their eyes towards the stairs and found Eunhyuk standing 3 steps above the floor with a small smile formed on his lips.
“I’m thankful that you’re all here to support me.” He pauses as he blinks his tears back. “And thank you for loving me this much. I may not be the best Eunhyuk you can see as of now and I don’t know if… if I can ever turn back into that person I was once before…” He gulped. “But, maybe it’s time… Maybe it’s time to finally face him. Though, I’m not sure how will I be once I see his face once again or hear his voice even but, I’d be the strong person, Nari Noona had said. I cannot be able to take it once I finally met him… so I needed all of your support, okay? Can you all help me?”
“Absolutely, Hyuk!” Nari, Shindong, Kyuhyun, Yesung and Ryeowook and even the silent Han Geng approves.
“Are you sure, Hyuk?” Leeteuk asks, still not sure on whether he’ll trust his favorite Dongsaeng now.
“Yeah… thank you for protecting me Hyung.” He smiled. And Leeteuk saw it nearly reaches his eyes, so he sighed in defeat after.
“So it’s settled then. Get yourself ready, Hyuk. Hae’s been searching for you.” Heechul said.
“I know.”
Eunhyuk, though is not ready yet to face him, maybe it’s the best to finally get over him so that the pain will soon go away. He’s getting tired bearing the pain for almost three years already. It is time that his heart finds an answer to all of its questions.
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