SongFic Drabble Set | HyukHae | Angst |
Title: 0330 (U-Kiss)
Angst, Bad Romance, Drama, Death
Yo, listen up
This is my tragic story
Just to break it in my heart
Check it
Looking up the sky that seems to be mourning too, feeling the muddy ground you will be laid… I’m scared. I’m scared to watch you leave… I don’t want to look… I’m scared to see you gone.
I still can’t erase you, I keep thinking about you
I want to see you so badly, I can’t sleep at night
The sound of rain that thumps on the window of my heart
The spot that you gave up, I miss you so much
I can’t sleep at all at night
Everything… seems to be mourning too. The flickering light in our room, the untidy house that was waiting to be clean, the broken picture frame I broke a few minutes ago and… my broken heart that doesn’t seem to be beating anymore.
Why… why did you have to go? Don’t you love me anymore?
Why… why I can’t stop looking for you? Your natural scent, your touch on my bare skin, your lips on my plump ones and your love that seems to be lost too; in a moment you finally have to forget everything about me.
Your backside leaving by avoiding the rain
I cant’ do anything, again
So everyday I regret it, I’m sorry
I pray, I want you to be back
I can’t, I can’t touch you
I can’t be patient because it’s a day that doesn’t exist
The tears in my eyes flow down
Again, will I be able to forget you?
If I didn’t get mad at you… if I didn’t leave the restaurant… if I didn’t get inside the taxi… if I didn’t have to be jealous every time I see you smile… your smile you gave to everyone… this wouldn’t happened…
If I… didn’t say I hate you… if I didn’t say I don’t want to see you anymore… if I didn’t say ‘You PABO!’… You wouldn’t have to leave me…
I’m sorry… I’m sorry… this was my entire fault… for being so reckless, so clumsy, so pathetic… you would be still breathing against my neck, hugging me close to your heart… sleeping soundly in your arms.
This wouldn’t happen if I’d say ‘I LOVE YOU’ instead, wouldn’t it? You would’ve stayed… you would’ve kissed me good night now… you would… definitely, you would.
All night I only think about you, I can’t sleep
The distance between you and I has gotten bigger
I was the servant of this love
Why did we fight? Why were we like this?
Did you lost the sight? We loved each other
Why am I frozen right now?
Dummy, what I need is you
It’s been three months already… but still, my heart and everything around me was still mourning. I didn’t change the flickering lights in our room, causing my neighbors to wonder if I have a disco-ing inside. I didn’t clean the house, waiting for you to help me clean it up. The shattered frame was still there, lying flatly on the now crystal floor, waiting for you to mend it, heal it.
And… my broken heart was still broken, waiting for you to come and fix it up.
I can’t seem to move on… I can’t seem to live on… I can’t move on without you… I can’t live without you… Silly me… All I need is you, Hae. Only you.
So, why did you have to leave and didn’t fight for me? Why did you stop breathing when mine was still was? Why did you close your eyes when mine was still opened widely?
Why? Why I can’t seem to forget you Lee Donghae? Why?
Your shoulders are limp
You sight, the ground collapses
You hit my stuffy heart
I can imagine you praying to the sky
With your hands clasped together
Let’s forget everything, all the bad memories
(I’m sorry) I know how you’ll react
I can only say sorry
To~ My Only Precious Love - Lee Hyukjae,
Hello Hyukkie. How are you doing today? I hope you’re doing fine. Well, if you’re asking me, I’d say I’m fine though I know I’m not there for you right now, so I’m not going to lie, not even here. No, I am not fine because you’re not here with me. I wished you’d be here… but please Hyukkie, don’t do anything silly or stupid. I’ll just wait for you here, ne?
I’m sorry… if I had to leave you. I’m sorry if I didn’t accomplish my promise to you…
Remember when we were little? I promise to love and marry you when we grow old and I did right? But the promise I didn’t make was to live with you for the rest of my life. Well, I did my best but I think my time’s already running out.
Hyukkie, remember that I will never get mad at you… even at your small jealousy tantrums… and your so-called cold treatment when you get angry at me for making you worry all the time… Remember that I will and will always will, love you forever and ever.
I love you so much that it breaks my heart to know I can’t be with you for life. I can’t live with you for long now ‘cause I can’t seem to escape the fate God have given me.
I’m sorry… I’m sorry for always making you worry… I’m sorry for making you cry… I’m sorry for leaving you without even saying goodbye.
I’m sorry Hyukkie… Please, I hope you can forgive me. I love you. And I will… always.
I’ll be kissing you good~night now…
Love,
Your~ My All Is In You - Lee Donghae
I still can’t erase you, I keep thinking about you
I want to see you so badly, I can’t sleep at night
The sound of rain that thumps on the window of my heart
The spot that you left, I miss you so much
I can’t sleep at night
My tears stop from falling. My eyes stop shedding blood… But my heart was still mourning.
You really did leave me, you fool. And I hate you for that, but now I finally understand…
Thank you Hae for everything and you know I will always… and will always love you… forever and ever, you know that right?
Good~night now Hae… I’ll kiss you good night too…
Your~ On and On Precious Love - Lee Hyukjae ♥
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A/N: i remembered the movie if only while writing... and this is the first drabble i think of while listening to u-kiss..
and i don't know why, that time, i'm a little teary while re-reading this... silly me...
i hope you enjoyed reading!!! ♥
Angst, Bad Romance, Drama, Death
Yo, listen up
This is my tragic story
Just to break it in my heart
Check it
Looking up the sky that seems to be mourning too, feeling the muddy ground you will be laid… I’m scared. I’m scared to watch you leave… I don’t want to look… I’m scared to see you gone.
I still can’t erase you, I keep thinking about you
I want to see you so badly, I can’t sleep at night
The sound of rain that thumps on the window of my heart
The spot that you gave up, I miss you so much
I can’t sleep at all at night
Everything… seems to be mourning too. The flickering light in our room, the untidy house that was waiting to be clean, the broken picture frame I broke a few minutes ago and… my broken heart that doesn’t seem to be beating anymore.
Why… why did you have to go? Don’t you love me anymore?
Why… why I can’t stop looking for you? Your natural scent, your touch on my bare skin, your lips on my plump ones and your love that seems to be lost too; in a moment you finally have to forget everything about me.
Your backside leaving by avoiding the rain
I cant’ do anything, again
So everyday I regret it, I’m sorry
I pray, I want you to be back
I can’t, I can’t touch you
I can’t be patient because it’s a day that doesn’t exist
The tears in my eyes flow down
Again, will I be able to forget you?
If I didn’t get mad at you… if I didn’t leave the restaurant… if I didn’t get inside the taxi… if I didn’t have to be jealous every time I see you smile… your smile you gave to everyone… this wouldn’t happened…
If I… didn’t say I hate you… if I didn’t say I don’t want to see you anymore… if I didn’t say ‘You PABO!’… You wouldn’t have to leave me…
I’m sorry… I’m sorry… this was my entire fault… for being so reckless, so clumsy, so pathetic… you would be still breathing against my neck, hugging me close to your heart… sleeping soundly in your arms.
This wouldn’t happen if I’d say ‘I LOVE YOU’ instead, wouldn’t it? You would’ve stayed… you would’ve kissed me good night now… you would… definitely, you would.
All night I only think about you, I can’t sleep
The distance between you and I has gotten bigger
I was the servant of this love
Why did we fight? Why were we like this?
Did you lost the sight? We loved each other
Why am I frozen right now?
Dummy, what I need is you
It’s been three months already… but still, my heart and everything around me was still mourning. I didn’t change the flickering lights in our room, causing my neighbors to wonder if I have a disco-ing inside. I didn’t clean the house, waiting for you to help me clean it up. The shattered frame was still there, lying flatly on the now crystal floor, waiting for you to mend it, heal it.
And… my broken heart was still broken, waiting for you to come and fix it up.
I can’t seem to move on… I can’t seem to live on… I can’t move on without you… I can’t live without you… Silly me… All I need is you, Hae. Only you.
So, why did you have to leave and didn’t fight for me? Why did you stop breathing when mine was still was? Why did you close your eyes when mine was still opened widely?
Why? Why I can’t seem to forget you Lee Donghae? Why?
Your shoulders are limp
You sight, the ground collapses
You hit my stuffy heart
I can imagine you praying to the sky
With your hands clasped together
Let’s forget everything, all the bad memories
(I’m sorry) I know how you’ll react
I can only say sorry
To~ My Only Precious Love - Lee Hyukjae,
Hello Hyukkie. How are you doing today? I hope you’re doing fine. Well, if you’re asking me, I’d say I’m fine though I know I’m not there for you right now, so I’m not going to lie, not even here. No, I am not fine because you’re not here with me. I wished you’d be here… but please Hyukkie, don’t do anything silly or stupid. I’ll just wait for you here, ne?
I’m sorry… if I had to leave you. I’m sorry if I didn’t accomplish my promise to you…
Remember when we were little? I promise to love and marry you when we grow old and I did right? But the promise I didn’t make was to live with you for the rest of my life. Well, I did my best but I think my time’s already running out.
Hyukkie, remember that I will never get mad at you… even at your small jealousy tantrums… and your so-called cold treatment when you get angry at me for making you worry all the time… Remember that I will and will always will, love you forever and ever.
I love you so much that it breaks my heart to know I can’t be with you for life. I can’t live with you for long now ‘cause I can’t seem to escape the fate God have given me.
I’m sorry… I’m sorry for always making you worry… I’m sorry for making you cry… I’m sorry for leaving you without even saying goodbye.
I’m sorry Hyukkie… Please, I hope you can forgive me. I love you. And I will… always.
I’ll be kissing you good~night now…
Love,
Your~ My All Is In You - Lee Donghae
I still can’t erase you, I keep thinking about you
I want to see you so badly, I can’t sleep at night
The sound of rain that thumps on the window of my heart
The spot that you left, I miss you so much
I can’t sleep at night
My tears stop from falling. My eyes stop shedding blood… But my heart was still mourning.
You really did leave me, you fool. And I hate you for that, but now I finally understand…
Thank you Hae for everything and you know I will always… and will always love you… forever and ever, you know that right?
Good~night now Hae… I’ll kiss you good night too…
Your~ On and On Precious Love - Lee Hyukjae ♥
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A/N: i remembered the movie if only while writing... and this is the first drabble i think of while listening to u-kiss..
and i don't know why, that time, i'm a little teary while re-reading this... silly me...
i hope you enjoyed reading!!! ♥