Comments | monica_keena: I've never felt so exposed in my life. I'll probably end up privating it later.

monica_keena

I've never felt so exposed in my life. I'll probably end up privating it later.

Jan 15, 2006 01:04

Before disappearing I was looking in the mirror getting ready to get up and do something when it suddenly occured to me that I no longer knew the person I was staring at. In a matter of weeks I'd become this shell, this barely functioning being that practically moved on automatic and reacted accordingly when necessary. There wasn't anything ( Read more... )

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anonymous January 15 2006, 07:12:42 UTC

monica_keena January 15 2006, 07:33:00 UTC

I love you, too. Are you around? <3

anonymous January 15 2006, 07:35:46 UTC

monica_keena January 15 2006, 07:36:58 UTC

I'm going to private you a post so we can talk? I HEAR YOU HAVE NEWS. LSKDFLJSLDKJF

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anonymous January 15 2006, 07:17:23 UTC

monica_keena January 15 2006, 07:34:11 UTC

Thanks. I'm glad to see you're back to!

anonymous January 15 2006, 07:18:36 UTC

anonymous January 15 2006, 07:28:19 UTC

monica_keena January 15 2006, 07:56:18 UTC

Thank you. And I know everything that you said and I haven't lost sight of that, even though I know I've been hard to deal with lately. I don't know where I'd be without you and that's the honest truth. I want to say more to this but I'm at a loss for words at the moment so I'll take you up on that offer for the beach.

I'll race you there. <3

anonymous January 15 2006, 07:24:54 UTC

monica_keena January 15 2006, 08:19:15 UTC

It's true, we don't, but there's always time to fix that. It's important to figure that out first and foremost I think. I agree that it's a circle, first because it's always changing, but also because it's always a constant in your life, even if you don't feel as though it is sometimes. I don't think there's anything wrong with being a romantic. <3

anonymous January 15 2006, 07:26:48 UTC

monica_keena January 15 2006, 08:22:31 UTC

Thank you. I debated about whether or not to put it up because I just kind of feel so bare and exposed but I'm glad I did. And I'm glad it helped you feel you're not alone because I know that feeling like you are can be one of the hardest things to struggle with.

Thank you.