So, I've been sick for the last few days. Been out of work for 2 so far.... I so can't function when I'm sick. Dad has been sick for over 2 weeks. The man just won't rest. Keeps going to work and working this insane schedule ( Read more... )

Bad days, we will always have them. The trick is not letting them stain the rest of your life. Let your inner sunshine overcome the passing haze of discontent. - by Dodinsky

I usually don't wish negative thoughts upon anyone.. but.. I hope he has a terrible Christmas and an even worst 2012... I have always wished him the best. Even after screwing me over numerous times.. But right now, I believe, he doesn't deserve to be happy after screwing me over the way he did.... ESPECIALLY this time. This time is unforgivable ( Read more... )

9 days until Christmas. It doesn't feel like Christmas what so ever. There's no family. No one is planning to be together on Christmas. I'm going to see Nany and Papa a few days before hand.. But, that's it. I doubt I'll even seen my Dad long on Christmas. He, of course, has to work. It sucks. I miss the old days when everyone was together. I miss ( Read more... )

The last 6 months have been particularly difficult for me. But, have given me much time to really think about what I’m truly thankful for ( Read more... )

I don't know if it's because the holidays are FINALLY here.. but I have been in a fantastic mood lately! It really seems like things in my life are slowly coming together. I am working my ass of to keep my credit score up and keep the bills paid.I hate working at TJM. But, I am a "customer service junkie". The best part is making others happy and ( Read more... )

I want to feel complete again.

So, this week has felt so long. I have been working nonstop and have had a lot of time to feel sorry for myself. And, some time to think. And let me just say.... OH. MY. GOD ( Read more... )

The past few days, I don't like where I am. I don't like the state of mind I have been in. It could totally be the exhaustion of working so much. But I can't be certain. I am back to having terrible dreams that wake me up and won't allow me to sleep. (when I actually can go to sleep) I'm back to wanting to cry whether I'm happy or sad. I'm back to ( Read more... )

I've noticed, outside of being the obedient daughter, the best friend, the perfect girlfriend, or the good student, I don't know who I really am. I always consume myself in helping and pleasing others, I've seemed to of lost myself somewhere in it all.. I don't know everything I stand for.. Or why I stand for some things. I don't know what I ( Read more... )