i have all these emotions floating around idk what to do with myself ( Read more... )

wow it's been awhile and a lottt has changed ( Read more... )

it's not even worth it.
ppl expect me to put in all the effort,for what?to get nothing back.
i believe you're the one who made me feel bad for not calling you.
whatevers,i'm sooo over even try to have a friendship with you.
call me when you're ready cos i'm done.

bye.

so yesterday the bf and i adopted and welcomed this beautiful baby boy into our hearts and into our lives.

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You may tire of me ( Read more... )

some days i miss the way things were,but i'm glad the way things turned out.
i'm happy he's doing so well in life,i'm happy for him and everything he has accomplished.
sometimes i just miss talking to him,i wish i could hear of all the great things he has done instead of having to read about them.

oh wells.

there's a lot going on right now ( Read more... )

i'm sorry about everything you're going through but it's not my problem now ( Read more... )

p.s. i'm not going to sf anymore.
i'm packing my things and going somewhere,i just need out.
i'm losing my mind.

i can't do this anymore.
i'm going to shut myself off.
walk out of ppl's lives,cos i'm just added stress.
i can't keep anyone who i care about around,what did i do to deserve this?

whatever it doesn't matter anymore.
nothing will matter.

bye.