"i've got a hunger twisting my stomach into knots ( Read more... )

wow. today was just all kinds of fun.

but we'll get to that later, cuz yesterday was way more fun. =]
but we'll get to yesterday even more later, cuz i feel like making a long update.

so friday night i went to the boys jv basketball game with lyss ( Read more... )

http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view.php?id=92330

lmao.

E is for.. E is for pants!

D is for lysdexia!

4 is four.. th-that's what it is.

yay.

guess what ( Read more... )

Thirteen random things you like:
1. music
2. movies.
3. hellogoodbye
4. my homies
5. hanging out with my homies at the tmp
6. sitting at my computer.
7. wite-out.. not for sniffing, stupid. for painting nails! haha.
8. typing.
9. the warmth under my bed-covers.
10. boys, when they're not being a-holes.
11. talking.
12. analyzing people's ( Read more... )

so i tried to make things better with thupidman..
i left him a comment saying something like
"sorry i keep doing this to you..
i'll get over it eventually..
i just hope we can still be friends."

all he wrote back was
"yea ok. i get it homie.
later dawg."

wtf? grr..

yea. the exact thing that i knew was likely to happen happened.

rejection's a bitch, eh?

moral of the story:
wishful thinking is a dangerous thing.

edit:
to *him*

i wanted so badly for you to say yes, but all you said was "don't mess this up."

i just did something that may have been and probably was a really, really bad idea.. in fact, i pretty much know it was.. i emailed someone telling them something that i shouldn't have told them.. and either they'll say something really good that would mean i could be happy with them again, which is highly unlikely considering the current situation ( Read more... )

how it is that you can think you're completely over someone, and think that everything's fine, but then you see them and notice how they've completely moved on and now they like someone else, and suddenly, you're not over them at all?

=/

happy 2005..

( teehee.. )