can i just say how fucked up my family here in chicago is? 3 kids, not counting me, one too many. a 6 yr old, 5 yr old, and 1 1/2 yr old. katya the youngest one cries all the time for no reason, nikita and alina always want food they dont eat, and when i eat the occasional bagel or cucumber theyre always there to tell me to make em one too. ( Read more... )

okay fuck this uh i updated twice and it erased on me so im gonna give an overview. went to a big mall gurnee, got two pairs of jeans, black long sleeved shirt thing, black adios w/ blue squiggle line, checkered belt yay, and some socks. last night i went to bed at like 3 cuz i was on the phone w/ daniel, talking shit on aim, and i watched king ( Read more... )

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came back from the 'beach' otherwise known as lake michigan. the flies BIT me, flies never bite i didnt know that and they attacked us there were so many. but we came feet scalding water cold well damn im from florida im used to 80 degree water sorry. then it was so weird man every 3rd group of people i saw talking were russian. its like ( Read more... )

i always let it get to me. i mean its like i look for the spats or something. i cant stop myself. maybe its cuz w/ people when i dont fight i get restless or something. 2nd night in a row. then it ALMOST started w/ someone else but they were just kidding. jessica brightened up my night. i was sad and she made me smile so big i just burst out ( Read more... )

just got back from movie theatre. saw johnny depp. hes sexy even if he has weird hair, grey face, purple lips, and big teeth. it was a pretty good movie, i seen the original but i dont member anything but the factory where the girls dad opened all the chocolate bars. i forgot everything else. i had to close my eyes at the doll part because i ( Read more... )

well i was mad last night. i hate sarcasm okay people? i mean well, its okay, but i dont like it when im mad. if im mad and im trying to be serious and you give me a sarcastic remark back thatll make me worse, so just for future reference...oh well im KINDA okay now i read something and im not sure what to make of it, does it sound sincere i ( Read more... )

well well, me and elina went to the mall and got her game, then stopped at hot topic. mmm hot guy there hair was a little too big for his head but hey not bad. i tried on some shirts and ended up getting...yup you guessed it underoath. its black and yellow and has florida on it and says 'where america goes to die' both amanda and elina thought ( Read more... )

god ever since i stepped foot in this house ive been speaking russian nonstop. now in my head im thinking in russian and when i was looking for my cell phone i was talking to myself in russian, god that sucks lol. the kids man nikita and alina they know english but their russian is fast and sometimes all i do is nod and say WOW cuz i dunno what ( Read more... )

yup im here at my dads w/ his dsl haha he has satellite tv now no more watching finding nemo and monsters inc he dont have fuse so i cant see the solidstate commercial but oh well. galya looks good nikita got his front teeth out, they both grew nikita and alina, plane was...hm. well we came, flight was delayed about an hour, when i told the lady ( Read more... )