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monkeido

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Sep 13, 2005 00:08

I don't think I can take this anymore. I mean we ended things so badly last night, though I talk to him on the phone for a little bit..and then explained myself online. But I haven't heard from him tonight. I did today for a split second, but it's like he's not wanting to talk tonight. And I know i'm probably not going to see him tomorrow cause he' ( Read more... )

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agent00711 September 13 2005, 15:15:38 UTC

:( reading that made me really sad. beth, you are such a sweet person and i know i've told you that before..but i dont know what else to say, you have such a kind heart and a loving spirit, you shouldn't have to go thru this.

monkeido September 13 2005, 20:10:42 UTC

you are great Britty. Thank you for the kind words. I'll get through things with friends like you and Brian (dayinsomnia) down below lol thanks sweetie :)

hey dayinsomnia September 13 2005, 16:09:48 UTC

i'll tell you what i think, and hopefully it will make sense.

You're not losing him......you're just spoiled. He's got a few more things going on and now you've got some more free time. It happens in all relationships.....it happened in mine. You just need to find something to do in that free time other than thinking about how you're not with him and such. Seems counter-productive to do so. Maybe you can take up......cross-stitching, poker, landscaping, masturbating, debating, darts, playing the guitar, playing the banjo, playing the anything that can be played,.....uh, something/anything. You don't sound like you have a loneliness problem......just a free time problem that you're thinking it into a loneliness problem.

Re: hey monkeido September 13 2005, 20:09:17 UTC

damnit Brian...do you have to right everytime?! lol I know I have more free time now...and yes I don't like it. So I'm doing what he said to do and I'm going to date some other people. I met another guy and talked to him until like 6am this morning. And you're right, since I was busy talking to him I didn't think about things. Then Josh woke up and told me that he had fell asleep cause he worked a long ass day. Yeah I felt like an ass...of course. But yes...almighty Brian...you were right yet once again. :P