Just got back from putting down the deposit on my new apartment... man does that feel weird. It's a really cool place. I have a walk in closet!! :) I could sleep in there.. it's crazy. I'm in the basement on the front side.. which makes me feel good. I like that I can see my car from the living room window. I dunno.. I'm weird. Originally I was ( Read more... )

This is another just not good day for me. I don't know what's wrong. I am even having second thoughts about moving out. I know I can afford it and it would probably be good for me.. but I am just losing confidence in myself I guess. I bought everything I need. I'm just afraid for some reason. I dunno.. I'm probably just being stupid. I can't wake ( Read more... )

I am moving out for sure now. I am paying my deposit on monday. Maybe finally I can get away from everything. Start new.. It's a really nice place. It'll be lonely.. but maybe that's what I need. I need something.. I just can't figure out what. Maybe this will help. Hey as long as I am alone no one can hurt me.

Change is really dumb sometimes.. but in the end.. I think that change is a good thing. If things didn't change then we would never experience all the things in this world that we should experience. If the future leads you back to ur past then that is what your future is.. if not then you will be moving on to something much better for you in the ( Read more... )

Why does something always happen when I have plans... dammit. ME=SICK yuck! I wanted to go see bluf last night sooo bad.. but no.. I passed out instead.. I hate being sick. Today I have a hair appointment.. and well.. I don't even know if I will be able to make that.. by then.. I might not have a voice.. I already sound like a twelve year old boy ( Read more... )

Well.. not much has changed in a while.. I am still at home.. but I am going to go to school now. I am starting on the seventh of next month. yay beauty school! My parents don't know it yet.. but I have decided that I wanna move out before the first snow. I hope they understand. I think I can do it. I am going to stop this impulse shopping thing ( Read more... )

Beauty queen of only eighteen ( Read more... )

I'm at work.. I could get fired.. but I am in drive-thru and no one can see me.. so oh well. I'll be here all day.. someone come and see me.. I'm bored. (sunset first financial.. by old fenwick)

I have two free kings island tickets if anyone wants to go..I have a pass. That's about all for now.. writing this is making me nervous.