you begin to wonder why do certain things happen to you in life..i have been wondering for a little bit of time why some things have been goin on with me..if it me just settin myself up for faliure or what? who the hell knows i think only time will tell..and that is the shitty part cause god only knows how much time its going to take to tell..so i ( Read more... )

MY CAR IS HERE...ITS AT THE DEALER SHIP AND I SHOULD HAVE IT BY WEDS!! i am so happy about that..i dont think anyone understands ( Read more... )

so yeah i got no sleep..but anyways i am goin out for the day than headin to work tonight from 3 till about 12 or 2 am so yeah it should be fun and a lot of people have off today so its goin to be a crazy ass day at work..im not so happy about all that but oh well..well yeah bye for now have to finish gettin ready ( Read more... )

well all was goin well till sunday nite...we went bowlin i was drinkin and i took meds that day..well that nite the girl i have a thing for i was with and a bunch of other people but we hooked up several times again..knowin she has a girl..ahh..but her girl came after she was done work well from there it was hell..i ended up hittin another wall ( Read more... )

i wish i knew why i let me feelins get the way they do..i really do..i cant take this anymore..ahh..i dont want to like anyone or fall for anyone...and i dont know if its to late...god help me ( Read more... )

well yeah so the last past couple days have been eventfull i guess..thrusday nite i went out to sisters and got trashed..it was all good..got up friday with the room still spinning..it sucked..friday nite i went out again and was trashed again...it was a good nite i almost got in a fight with a guy that grabbed my ass and tits (the little that ( Read more... )

well i can say its been a long time since i have been on here and a lot has changed since than..well one i am working at honda full time..that means i get a brand new car and what not i am getting a 2006 civic si its going to be hot..besides that i am out of work though right now cause about ten weeks a go i hit a stone wall and fractured my hand.. ( Read more... )

well damn where the hell have i been? haha i been working a lot a lot of hours..thats about it..it kind of sucks but damn i still have my weekends to get nice a fucked up...so its not that bad..its good money for me to start lookin to buyin a house...and i am gettin my brand new car soon and i am also gettin a bike...so im excited...i got a new ( Read more... )

its been awhile but im still around here somewhere..my life is all work now..it sucks kind of but i am makin good money and i will have a brand new car by like april so im excited about it all...other than that ive been going out places i went and saw rent in NY than i saw Keith Sweat in concet at AC and i am going to see stomp again in NY in feb.. ( Read more... )

wow its been a while since i have even been on here..well my computer has been acting up too..so anyways my chirstmas was good..startin on friday i got out of work at 8 which was great cause it gave me time to go out and drink which i did...than sat i went down my moms to see them and spend time with them..we drank a lil bit and played cards and ( Read more... )