I don't like moans to be at the top of my current journal page...which is a shame since I do it so well!!! Anyway this is just to take up that valuable top spot...and a quick nod of respect in the directions of my readers, you must have some staying power if you are still here!

I am a great philosophiser (like a philosopher but only part time) with deep thoughts drifting like ice-burghs through my mind in an endless ocean of contemplation...I tackle ethical conundrums on a daily basis, pitting my wits against the timeless dilemmas thrown up by mans very existence...honest!! I do have interesting thoughts and ideas, if not ( Read more... )

Sleep. Work. Watch a film. Sleep. Work. Watch a film...insert meals as required!

Change of plan. Feel shit. Staying in.

I really wish I hadn't offered to work an extra shift today. I am shattered beyond belief...my alarm went off at 6:30 but I "accidentally" got the snooze and off buttons mixed up!! I ended up getting here at 9am when I should have started at 8:30, still couldn't be helped...Sshhhhh!...I SAID it couldn't be helped. It didn't help that I didn't get ( Read more... )

We've had some beautiful weather here in Blighty, apparently, but I've either been in the back room of a super conditioned work place, listening to country and western knowing it keeps everyone else away or locked (well, not locked but shut away) in a darkened room with a cinematic vision playing before my eyes, either alone at home or at the local ( Read more... )

How surreal was that? T waited for me to get back from work cos "we needed to talk" ...I thought "those" conversations ended when she ripped my heart to shreds, sorry, when we broke up. She wanted to let me know that even though we were still living together she was looking for some where else to live and when she did move out she didn't want us to ( Read more... )

I was just sat here thinking that my lunch break (at 4:45pm) as come really fast, when I realised why. My shift starts at 1pm but since I didn't wake up till quarter to, I was running a tincy bit late!! I don't mind the insomnia ending and me getting shed loads of sleep but I'd rather it didn't happen while I was at work!! Thats all....

What a shitty day, I've been so frustrated for no apparent reason...ok, my suppression of anger and frustration over the collapse of a six year relationship and the fact I'm still living with the woman I love may be contributing...and not hiding it very well. Everything as just been annoying me despite not being annoying things and the things that ( Read more... )

The re-emergence of the LJ phenomenon into my conscious considerations of my life has coincided with an intense bout of insomnia leading me to conclude that the examination of my day to day activities and the inevitable analysis of the implications of my actions as some how triggered an adverse re-action in my sub-conscious causing the deeply ( Read more... )