I really hate myself right now, for the rut I put myself in constantly. I take even the littlest things and blow them up to be even bigger than they should be. I hate that so much right now, I hate it when a guy gives you signals that you consider to be "hey he likes me" so on and so forth. But you give them back and they mean nothing. Coming out ( Read more... )

I've said this plenty of times, that I would write here and such. Myspace has been so good to me, but still I shouldn't abandon my livejournal. I will hopefully remember to write in this little bitch. Anyways, I still have some work to do. I will just list updates.

Started College

That's just bout it

-walks off-

LOVES IT!

So I got a detention today for blowing up a condom on class..that's all ;

XO
WHORE

My senior project for economics is done...life is fan-fricken-tastic...

XO
WHORE

• As I look around me, I see them all "hooking" up.
  I see the quick fucks. I see the suttle looks.
  I see everything from these bloody, teary eyes.
  Yet you can no longer breath me into your lungs, so that I may rip them apart from the inside. I'll watch you cough up that blood. I'll watch you pray for more of this pain as you think it's pleasure ( Read more... )

Time to do some financing in class. We're working on the laptops and of course I was standing by them so that I could get one. So I got one, I got my house financed and everything should be going good for this final project. This is great...

XO
WHORE

OOooooOOO I love him ever so much. He treats me better than ANY of my ex-boyfriends did. He ALWAYS fucks me just the way I want to be fucked and he ALWAYS does what I want and he ALWAYS and I mean ALWAYS let's me strip him of his dignity. He's the absolute PERFECT boyfreind in the entire world and he's mine. No one can have him because he's mine ( Read more... )

SO I'm in class..ha! Last periods teacher was a fuck head. I'll strip him of his lungs soon enough. Oh well I guess, I'm just sitting here quite bored. I think maybe I'll sleep. I really should do some research, oh fucking well I guess. Wonderful ;)

( Saw this one other LJs, so I thought )

So I haven't written in here in a while. I'm sitting here in class on the laptop supposed to be doing other work, but already finished yesterday. So I took it on my own to just fuck around. I've been using myspace because I seem to like it more. Perhaps I shall write in here sometimes, but I don't really fucking care.