when i first got into schola...and sol for that matter. i felt so stupid. omg. especially since i hadnt actually gotten into schola, i german and dolce were the same period, so she let me move up. and then last year, when mrs evans told us that "she just couldn't seperate the trio" for sol, omg. i felt like i had gotten in riding on steffis. back. and i probly had. its getting better now, im starting to feel like i actually belong in there, but i still cant tell key signetures, and my sigh reading is hell. ( i beleive i got a 2 at regionals) so your not alone in feeling stupid dear.
omg..i thought i was the only one...it was really bad today when ms. P kinda singled me out when i said the i can't sight read and then i felt even worse than i did b4 i said it...... but i guess i just gotta get used to it.....but unlike one person i know, i actually was excepted into schola from my audition, and this person was only put in cuz she was really upset and mrs. e felt bad......and she acts as if she the big dog in dolce....but she really didn't make it on her own....at least i don't have that over my head.....but its good to know that im not alone....and i luv working with ya in office..... thx so much ma'dear...
no not chinease....thats bad cuz its not even words its like symbols that are creepy...... but the arebic was pretty cool especially the numbers for the clock...ehehhe much luv the other side of Kami
Aye I know what you mean. I mean I can sight-read (To an extant...) But I still couldn't do it as quickly as Paetz was having us do it. I got lost within the first few measures =P
And, Honestly, for this being your first year in schola, That's just how it is. It's a completely different level then the regular choirs. I know that last year, Me Nick and rob got pretty close to quitting and going back to Men's choir for the same reasons you're saying. By the end of the year though, We were glad we decided to stay.
You'll Do Fine. Don't doubt yourself, otherwise you're not going to let yourself do as good as you could.
i know i just have to beleive in myself and i should do fine..... my problem is i get so upset over dumb things and i don't even know why......like i was crying today in class...not that much but just enough to count as crying and i think i have done it every time we had schola this week....i think im just over tired and still dealing with so much, and when i can't enjoy choir which is the only good thing i have these days its like lost hope for me....but thank you so much ma'darlin much luv to ya sammi
hey i can understand your frustration with schola, i felt the same way in dolce last year. i almost quit for the first whole quarter, but i'm really glad i didnt. you just gotta keep pressin' on and it will get easier, i know it. sight reading and hearing your part - that takes time to develop. nothing happens overnight with music. schola's moving quickly, but remember mrs evans will never hang us out to dry, and ms paetz seems really really nice, and she wants to help us the best she can. student teachers are frustrating at times, but she's willing to do whatever she needs to to help us succeed. and i'm here for you if you need anything (a shoulder, an ear, some help, etc). love ya chica~~
what frusterates me the most is that i have been in choir longer then most people in schola...and i can't read music at all and when i can't and i ask for help i feel like im talked down too.....i hate that feeling....i get the enough....literly (from the talk ppl hehehe) thx so much....maybe this weekend and more sleep will be good..... much luv sammi
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and the arebic was totally awesome.
next time its chinease.
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but i guess i just gotta get used to it.....but unlike one person i know, i actually was excepted into schola from my audition, and this person was only put in cuz she was really upset and mrs. e felt bad......and she acts as if she the big dog in dolce....but she really didn't make it on her own....at least i don't have that over my head.....but its good to know that im not alone....and i luv working with ya in office.....
thx so much ma'dear...
no not chinease....thats bad cuz its not even words its like symbols that are creepy......
but the arebic was pretty cool especially the numbers for the clock...ehehhe
much luv
the other side of Kami
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And, Honestly, for this being your first year in schola, That's just how it is. It's a completely different level then the regular choirs. I know that last year, Me Nick and rob got pretty close to quitting and going back to Men's choir for the same reasons you're saying. By the end of the year though, We were glad we decided to stay.
You'll Do Fine. Don't doubt yourself, otherwise you're not going to let yourself do as good as you could.
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my problem is i get so upset over dumb things and i don't even know why......like i was crying today in class...not that much but just enough to count as crying and i think i have done it every time we had schola this week....i think im just over tired and still dealing with so much, and when i can't enjoy choir which is the only good thing i have these days its like lost hope for me....but thank you so much ma'darlin
much luv to ya
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thx so much....maybe this weekend and more sleep will be good.....
much luv
sammi
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