It's like I'm imprisoned because there's nobody there that I can really talk to...but only by my own boundaries. Yet when I finally do it's a huge weight off the shoulders. And I did, a bit, tonight before I was driven back to st. joe's (or more accurately while I was driven back to st. joe's) My dad talked to me, and I had forgotten how good it ( Read more... )

Is honesty always the best policy?

I don't even know anymore.

I'm just an ass.

I hate stupid needless rifts that don't even involve me except from the fact that i tell the truth...

when you tell the truth because it saves YOUR ass, is it still ok?

GAH

Well now, this has been an interesting and full week. We'll cheat and include two weekends. Let's see what did I do last weekend? Okay, I saw Wallace and Gromit last Friday with Michelle, Liz, Dan, Eric, Sue and her friend Sam. That was fun, and we saw it at KoP. Quite a time ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just feel like an ass for no good reason.

And nothing to look forward to at home either. I'm definitely on auto-pilot. It's the last week of summer and the reality that I'm going back to school hasn't sunk in at all. I'll have to start to think about how it makes me feel. I have no idea if I'm doing the right things at work either, so that's never good. Plus I have to make the final ( Read more... )

That's not true, I've been given tiny parts of things to do. Maybe I'm just not being searching enough to get the work I need. But then I've been known to be highly critical of myself in the past. I've done every bit of work they've given me, so there's still only so much you can do ( Read more... )

The past two days trying to get through work has been horrible. They have nothing for me to do while I desperately need something to do to keep things off my mind ( Read more... )

Well I've noticed that I haven't updated my LiveJournal in...forever. All I can say is that the summer has been eventful, and there's still a month to go (which includes my 21st birthday no less)! It's useless to recap all that's gone on in livejournal format, but I've been talking with John lately and that always lends me to some sense of ( Read more... )

It is now 5:05 AM ( Read more... )

Well, Spring Break is over, and I am as always nervous about returning to school. This time it's mostly because I've got so much work that I failed to do over break, and more is set to flood in without much relent. There's so much more I should have done ( Read more... )