I hate the feeling that your keeping something from me...

The Long Way Around

My friends from high school
Married their high school boyfriends
Moved into houses in the same ZIP codes
Where their parents live

But I, I could never follow
No I, I could never follow

I hit the highway in a pink RV with stars on the ceiling
Lived like a gypsy
Six strong hands on the steering wheel

I've been a long time gone now ( Read more... )

apparently talking is supposed to help

... and sometimes it does

but other times I leave that space feeling enlightened and depressed at the same time

... my body doesn't know what to do with that

"they are never going to change"

well if things aren't ever going to change...

... then what's the point?

Im starting to realize that there may ( Read more... )

I make appointments 
and lend my hand
my heart
and even sometimes my money

attempt to stay positive
attempt to understand
attempt to hold it in

nothing quite works out the way it's predicted

work, sleep, school 
sleep, school, work
school, work, sleep
its all just a run around

what next?

they stole my childhood
but you make me feel that childish innocence again ( Read more... )

This weekend was Toronto Pride.... I had a really great time, but when I woke up this morning I couldn't help but feel sad.  That kind of environment is something I could get used to... I think that's what draws me to Toronto.... the feeling of acceptance and community that is so obviously there.  Now i know that all of Toronto can't be like church ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in here in a while...

maybe for lack of things to say... maybe because I have to much to say and don't know how to word it....

Im a bad friend... or so Ive been told....  although I don't really understand when things are a two way street... but I guess that just the way things go...

Pride is this weekend.. I have some really ( Read more... )

Oh, I need the darkness
The sweetness
The sadness
The weakness
Oh, I need this
I need a lullaby
A kiss good night
Angel sweet love of my life

Oh, I need this...

Your Grandma's Poor!

or perhaps your grammar is poor... 

List up to ten (10) things you want to say to ten (10) different people in no particular order. do not state who these people are. do not confirm or deny any 'comment speculation.' tag five (5) people ( Read more... )

I hate seeing the chain reaction of events ( Read more... )