I'd like to provoke you enough to give me a reason to punch you in the fucking face. granted you'd probably be a little bitch and sue me about it, which is the only reason I won't.

this will be just another day

This can no longer be an outlet for my feelings. These blog things are like a car wreck, even if you don't want to, you can't help but look at them, no matter who they are. You cause more problems then I'd like, so that's it, no more. It's time to grow up anyway, monkeymaster is so 1999. Adios LJ

she's incredibly amazing...it feels too good to be true...i hope i'm wrong

It was only a matter of time before we moved on. I tried so much sooner, in an attempt to regain companionship. Not really knowing what I wanted at the time and going for what I had been used to for so long. Not a smart decision, but a decision nonetheless ( Read more... )

I completely deserve to feel depressed right now

I probably never should have sang that song...
this sucks

i put in quantum of solace to watch. its about 45 minutes in and ive probably watched a solid 5 of it. i guess i'm just not in the mood. i've also realized that everyone is moving on, its kinda scary, people are having kids, getting married. it's pretty crazy. i wonder what the next 5 years are gonna be like, and where everyone is gonna be... ( Read more... )

You were my best friend. You were there for the good and the bad, and you never judged me. You were the one constant in my life. I wish I could have helped you, I never wanted you to go, even though I knew it was inevitable. I love you Fuzzball. Rest easy, I'll see you again someday.

I guess even when you do the right thing, it doesn't keep you from feeling like shit afterwards