I need to get these out
I know that you think I'm dumb, but actually I am probably smarter than you, as well as funnier, more talented, and an all around more interesting person than you are. I resent the condescending remarks that you make at my expense. You don't have to like me, but please try not to be a douche.
I know you probably said that because you think I'm confident and don't care what other people think, but ouch. That's the kind of thing you should never say to a girl (or anybody, really). It doesn't matter how I come off or how well you think you know me, it's just a dick thing to say. Maybe it's my fault for bringing it up, and you don't have to lie and say things you don't mean (I'm not fishing for compliments), but you really could've just said nothing and it would've been way nicer. I'm also not really sure what to make of you acting like we're friends recently, because we don't really know each other. I honestly can't tell if you're sincere. Also, you kind of smell.
I appreciate your apology, but I'm still kind of pissed. What the fuck is wrong with this society that people think that kind of thing is ok? Why am I the one feeling like I did something wrong? I'm afraid I'll never be able to trust anyone, because out of the blue something like this might happen.
I hate you. I want to rip your face off. Why couldn't you be a decent human being and treat me with the basic respect that every person deserves? It's one thing to have some resentment and even jealousy, but to be a life-wrecking bitch about it is quite another. I don't know if I will ever be able to forgive you, and I hate that I have to live with the things you put me through. I can't help wondering how different my life would be if I had been first.