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[monkeysleepy]

to finish the thought i was having... I notice most people around me get all upset when something goes sour with a budding friendship. They jump into it when there is a fight or pride and terrotory to be defended... but then get all pissy when the person they defended does some shit wrong or distasteful... like sleep with someone elses seemingly

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[xcarpexdiemx]

while i agree with this post...i disagree at the same time. i guess youre too xtuffcorex for me ;o)

[monkeysleepy]

but whyyyy do you disagree or agree.????????????

[xcarpexdiemx]

as Grand Moff Tarkin once said...."Fear will keep them in line." hahaha.

See, im one of the guys you described in the beginning. If i'm becoming friends with someone and i think they're madd cool...then they do something shitty(getting arrested, adultery, heroine, killing a baby) i get wicked pissed. ESPECIALLY if i have been defending this person saying that they are really cool; then that kills my credibility and makes me feel like an ass who has horrible misconceptions about people. having a betrayl of what you believed in always hurts no matter what. trust is a risk.

i think theres also a difference between not being afraid to be hurt, and acceptance that you WILL be hurt eventually about something so why not go ahead anyways. if youve seriously reached that level i applaud you; cuz im not quite there yet lol.

sidenote: i had a dream about you last night...but it reminded me of another dream i had about you...so i guess i have dreams about you once in a while hahaha. it was weird.

[monkeysleepy]

oh yeah, i guess its that acceptance thing that makes me not afraid of it... as i once was. hey i never have dreams abou you, but that's okay. are they sex dreams? what do i do in these dreams??? BLOG ABOUT IT. I MUST KNOW.

James

[queerasjimmy]

Not afraid anymore, eh? Excellent.

Re: James

[monkeysleepy]

HAPPY FACE!