moving on

Mar 24, 2005 23:28

(I had a journal entry complete with my thoughts and reflections. I pressed something and it went *poof*. I would say writing it made things clearer or helped, but really it only sufficed to make me upset. So, I will start again...and see what happens this time ( Read more... )

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jmeanne March 26 2005, 06:45:05 UTC
that was really beautifully written...

and numb is actually a step forward - i think

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monkeysocksday March 26 2005, 14:49:44 UTC
thanks.

i hope so.

right now it's almost as if for every step forward, i take another one back, so I go nowhere. i keep oscillating between wanting to break down crying and wanting to beat the shit out of something/someone. numb is definitely an improvement on that. oh well.

i'll get there. it's just going to take a lot of time and i'm a rather impatient person.

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