why is life so hard?

[monkeystars06]

i went to panama city beach and i had a blast! i met a lot of new people and made lots of new friends. but while i was down their i realized the type of person i was turning into, and it scared me

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[nilslax]

i've been there before. I know exactly how you feel. But, trust me. It does and it will get better. You just gotta have faith in each other and in yourself. Yall be aight.

[monkeystars06]

thanks! its just hard because i know that i am hurting him. i left and i told him when i came back everything would be okay, and obviouslly it isent. nils you know the story.
im scared.
i want what i want but i dont want to lose him