why are some people so mean?

Sep 06, 2004 22:17



 Cprincess28 [9:59 PM]:  heyy
 SEVENDUST842 [9:59 PM]:  hey
 Cprincess28 [9:59 PM]:  whats up
 SEVENDUST842 [10:03 PM]:  n2m
 Cprincess28 [10:11 PM]:  sry i lsot ur sn
 SEVENDUST842 [10:11 PM]:  dats kool
 Cprincess28 [10:11 PM]:  so bumed about school tomarrow
 SEVENDUST842 [10:11 PM]:  ok
 Cprincess28 [10:12 PM]:  wut per is ur lunch
 SEVENDUST842 [10:12 PM]:  i dunno
 SEVENDUST842 [10:12 PM]:  stop fuicling talk to me
 SEVENDUST842 [10:12 PM]:  ur fucking annoying as all hell
 SEVENDUST842 [10:12 PM]:  i doint give a shit about u and i dont wanna talk to u
 Cprincess28 [10:12 PM]:  wtf?  why so mean?!?!
 SEVENDUST842 [10:12 PM]:  fuck
 SEVENDUST842 [10:12 PM]:  off
 Cprincess28 [10:12 PM]:  is this jason?
 SEVENDUST842 [10:12 PM]:  yea its fucking jason
 SEVENDUST842 [10:12 PM]:  ur a dumb bitch
 SEVENDUST842 [10:12 PM]:  dumb
 SEVENDUST842 [10:12 PM]:  very dumb
 Cprincess28 [10:12 PM]:  why am i a dumb bitch
 Cprincess28 [10:13 PM]:  wut did i do?
 SEVENDUST842 [10:13 PM]:  fuck off
 SEVENDUST842 [10:13 PM]:  fuck off
 SEVENDUST842 [10:13 PM]:  figure that out
 SEVENDUST842 [10:13 PM]:  no doint type
 SEVENDUST842 [10:13 PM]:  see thats y ur dumb
 Cprincess28 [10:13 PM]:  fine by me asshole

i don't wanna go back.

i cried my eyes out and they were swollen as hell.. not bc of the convo above lol that was after. i'm so scared of my future.  the after affects of crying feel soothing but i hate hiding my crying from my mom bc i dont want her to be worried... i just can't help it.. life's not fair and i don't want to lose anyone... i neaded someone to understand b4 and i had no1, instead i wrote in my journal and made the ink run.  i feel so used by life.. like i'm the back up person when no1  else is around.  why me? i feel like i can dissappear and life willl go on unaffected.. but i'm not looking for sympathy, it's just plain and simple how i feel.

the added stress of school is gonna suck!

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