Cprincess28 [9:59 PM]: heyy
SEVENDUST842 [9:59 PM]: hey
Cprincess28 [9:59 PM]: whats up
SEVENDUST842 [10:03 PM]: n2m
Cprincess28 [10:11 PM]: sry i lsot ur sn
SEVENDUST842 [10:11 PM]: dats kool
Cprincess28 [10:11 PM]: so bumed about school tomarrow
SEVENDUST842 [10:11 PM]: ok
Cprincess28 [10:12 PM]: wut per is ur lunch
SEVENDUST842 [10:12 PM]: i dunno
SEVENDUST842 [10:12 PM]: stop fuicling talk to me
SEVENDUST842 [10:12 PM]: ur fucking annoying as all hell
SEVENDUST842 [10:12 PM]: i doint give a shit about u and i dont wanna talk to u
Cprincess28 [10:12 PM]: wtf? why so mean?!?!
SEVENDUST842 [10:12 PM]: fuck
SEVENDUST842 [10:12 PM]: off
Cprincess28 [10:12 PM]: is this jason?
SEVENDUST842 [10:12 PM]: yea its fucking jason
SEVENDUST842 [10:12 PM]: ur a dumb bitch
SEVENDUST842 [10:12 PM]: dumb
SEVENDUST842 [10:12 PM]: very dumb
Cprincess28 [10:12 PM]: why am i a dumb bitch
Cprincess28 [10:13 PM]: wut did i do?
SEVENDUST842 [10:13 PM]: fuck off
SEVENDUST842 [10:13 PM]: fuck off
SEVENDUST842 [10:13 PM]: figure that out
SEVENDUST842 [10:13 PM]: no doint type
SEVENDUST842 [10:13 PM]: see thats y ur dumb
Cprincess28 [10:13 PM]: fine by me asshole
i don't wanna go back.
i cried my eyes out and they were swollen as hell.. not bc of the convo above lol that was after. i'm so scared of my future. the after affects of crying feel soothing but i hate hiding my crying from my mom bc i dont want her to be worried... i just can't help it.. life's not fair and i don't want to lose anyone... i neaded someone to understand b4 and i had no1, instead i wrote in my journal and made the ink run. i feel so used by life.. like i'm the back up person when no1 else is around. why me? i feel like i can dissappear and life willl go on unaffected.. but i'm not looking for sympathy, it's just plain and simple how i feel.
the added stress of school is gonna suck!