a lot of stuff happened... though i dont feel like writing about it ( Read more... )

nothing has been going on lately ( Read more... )

nobody reads this thing ( Read more... )

im feeling panicky. i hate it

terrence left

went out with eric or whatever

and now im freaking out

i fucking hate you ricky for what you did to me
as if i wasnt messed up enough and had enough issues

fuck

friday i worked ( Read more... )

im drunk right now ( Read more... )

nothing exciting has really happened to me ( Read more... )

josh got the job ( Read more... )

josh got a job with me. ... hmm... interesting to see how this turns out

im supposed to go out with shauna tonight, but who knows if it will ACTUALLY happen

my head hurts
and des' bf still wants to bang me....

joy

well, last weekend i went to indiana again. it was better than the last time. des didnt FLIP out, but her and ricky did fight a bit. we ALL went out together though and drank and stuff, and it was fun. ricky and tony ... and even brian, couldnt stop staring at my boobs. they made it COMPLETELY obvious too. ugh... men. oh, and when i walked into des ( Read more... )