lol... one of the few posts im willing to do i guess ( Read more... )

i dont know what to really write here

i want to write SOOO much, but im afraid of who would see

so much is going on right now, but i dont want to tell anyone

in fact, NOBODY knows.

not ilya, not shauna, not jamie...

none of the people i trust even know.

let's see how long i can keep it inside.

havent posted in a while ( Read more... )

that's basically it. been going out with jamie and dan lately and.. i dunno, it's weird. first night it happened, it was fine...but akward. i mean, all the shit that happened between me and dan... so i thought he would HATE me. the first time i see him, i try not to look because im afraid he'll start something, but the first thing he says is "hi ( Read more... )

so, drinking that ngiht was fun. it was only shauna, kathy and her boy toy... but it was still fun. i got quite a few free drinks since it was my 21st birthday and all, and shauna paid for the rest. i ended up going into the bathroom to talk to ilya over the phone to see if he would come out and visit, but he was having girl friend issues (AS ( Read more... )

well, my 21st birthday was monday... and i got some good things. my boss got me DDR super nova (saawweeeeeeeeeeeet!) and T got me FFXII! so, um, i was happy. still obsessed with oblivion though, so i havent even touched FF yet. all the other presents i got were great... just, too many to name ( Read more... )

i dont really write in here much... and nobody really reads this anyway ( Read more... )

nothing interesting goes on in my life. heh ( Read more... )

the last week has been rough ( Read more... )

T and i were really sad about the death of our Dante... so yesterday we went to a pet store. we found a little puggle that was SOOOOOOOOOOO cute... so we bought it :) we named her Layla. (i wanted to name her Gaia or Dahlia... but he wouldnt let me) ah well. she's cute.

id thought id share