...i just know that he warms my heart...

Jun 25, 2005 02:05

where to start...

-basically, i just had the best two weeks of my life (at least the best it's been in a while)... but it came to a screeching hault. i lost it all, because i lost him.



You are dependable, popular, and observant.
Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness.
In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do.

You are unique, creative, and expressive.
You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while.
And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming!
yeah... that's what he said. he loved it.

i haven't hurt like this in years (yes, even worse than lee). my heart literally aches. and he's the one who kissed my boo-boos.

he would sing "think twice" (eve 6) to me... that song came back to bite him in the butt. i know about 20 people, off the top of my head, who want bodily harm to come to him.

all i see when i close my eyes is his smiling face, and then the face that hurt me.
"all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me" -my chemical romance

-my parents told me i have to move out by the fall. sooner, if possible. apparently im to blame for their lack of sleep and hurting hearts.

as much as im ready to leave... im scared out of my mind.

-im pretty sure that im having a relapse of mono. if you don't see or hear from me in a while... that's why.

"im having a shitty day, im depressed. tell me a funny joke."
-boondock saints
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