GOd I feel like shit. I don't think I've been sleeping enough. I have a final tomarrow. I tried to study with Cassie but I kept going in and out of confused exaustion. She would ask and easy question and I just couldn't get my head around it. So now I'm home (well, at Jeff's home) and I ate and chugged a cup of coffee. I'm going to take another ( Read more... )

Well, after hasty consideration, I've decided to make my LJ Friends only. Lo siento. I suppose you could message me if you REALLY want to hear me bitch online, but we all know noone does, eh? Anyway, have good lives. Stay happy and safe (the two aren't mutually exclusive).

I just talked to my old friend, Ashley. We were best buds in MIddle school and some of high school. Anyway, we've been in and out of touch since she moved in with her boyfriend/fiance, Joseph. SHe calls every once in awhile and I get a touch of nostalgia and simultaneuosly draws me in and repulses me. Basically, the conversation went as such. I ( Read more... )

As a testament to the depth of my love for Jeff, I just sat down and had "the talk" with his parents. huh??? Anyway, they feel better. I managed to get to tense and stressed that I went to class pretty shaky and by the end of lab I was ready to cry. Not for any reason, its just what my body instictively does to unwind. It never works, but my body ( Read more... )

I should probobly be stressing about finals and the end of the semester, but I'm not. I think I'll end up with 2-3 A's maybe a B and definitely a C. Jeff and I are trying to decide whether to move out in early june or july. Either way I end up paying double rent for a month. If we rush into it on JUne 1st, we probobly won't be going to Florida (I' ( Read more... )

Jeff and I are struggling to figure out if a) we want to/can live together and b) how we break it to his family without crying fits and his being disowned. His mother's reaction was "why don't you get married?". My family's not going to have a problem with it at all. However, if I told them we were getting married- THAT would take some serious ( Read more... )

Well, finals are still weeks away, and almost all my tests are over with. I have so little to do. So I guess that's why I'm back writing in this silly thing. I was too hungover to go to class. I figure that should happen at least once during my freshman year at UGA. Its a long story, and not one of those fun stories that inspire a rousing chorus of ( Read more... )

A great many things have transpired since I last wrote in this thing (begining of first semester). I had-until last week- held onto the idea of completing my undergrad at American U in Washington D.C. However, it is not to be. I'm slowly accepting the idea that I will be at UGA for the remainder of my bac. I'm making it up to myself by planning my ( Read more... )

first day of real college. crazy shit. I'm getting a lot of free parking this year, which is nice. I wasn't about to pay UGA money to let me park three miles from campus. uhuh. anyway, my mind just went off on a five minute tangent. I don't think I'm getting enough sleep. I don't feel tired, but I'm irritable and I have lost the ability to think ( Read more... )

I just left a lot of comments on old lj entries. They will never be read. Sam has started posting again-we'll see how long this lasts. LAst night hell was let loose in my house in a most embarassing and stressful manner. It involved three teenagers, two "adults", and two cats. It was bad. Eleanor did bestow upon my mother the "Less rational than ( Read more... )