I guess it's official......

[monroe81]

Adam and I are no longer together... It's been about 10 days since he has called the relationship off. So I guess it is time for me to get over him and move on with my life. But the hard part is that he became such a big part of my life. I talked to him everyday, saw him almost everyday. And he just became my other half and best friend. And

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[eurii]

*hugs* i'm sorry, lisa... :( this really sucks.

i'm hereif you want to talk.. i would call you up, but i don't want to be annoying and make you talk when you just said you didn't want to :(

*hugshugshugs* know that you're friends are always there for you even if we can't be there. we love you.

[monroe81]

I've been wanting to call you, I just didn't want to bring down your happy spirits. And to be honest even if I did call, you probably wouldn't of been able to understand me. I've been crying so much. I feel like my heart has been ripped out of my chest. This really hurts. I just don't feel like the pain is going to go away.... But I do want to talk to you. You always seem to bring my spirits up when I really need it. I miss you so much.

[navi]

I'm so sorry, Lisa. :( *massive hugs* I don't really know what to say...it probably is best not to dwell on it. I know you have been studying hard for your SATs, so maybe try focusing on that. Again, I'm so sorry. ;_;

[monroe81]

Awwww, thanks Rach. I've been trying to study for my SAT's but I can't seem to focus on much of anything this past week. I would call you but I don't have your number anymore... I really needed to talk to my friends. It's really hard with all you guys being gone. I really wish ya'll were here. It would make things so much easier. Or at least I hope it would.

[wasurera]

Awww, sweetie. You'll find a better guy. *patpat*

[monroe81]

Right now it doesn't feel like it... ::cries::

[wasurera]

It won't feel like it for a while. You were with Adam for a really long time, and no one can recover from something like this right away. But believe me, you'll find someone, or he'll find you.

[monroe81]

You are so sweet Kat. Thank you. I really needed to hear that. Like I told Rachel, I really miss you guys. I wish all of you were still here. But I'm really glad that I can talk to you guys on here. Thanks again.