im such a fuck up.

well i went on a picnic at the nature center with hannah, lindsay, sydnee and her boyfriend, and brandon, oh and alice. it was boring. we let brandon's hermit crabs free. i think the birds are gonna eat them :(. Then Lindsay, hannah, and i drove around. Lindsay and hannah decided to get drunk at hannahs house and i couldnt go because i had no ride ( Read more... )

how can it be possible for soul mates to not be meant to be together?

I got a job at POOCHIES BATH HOUSE! hahaha. so i wash dogs. only problem... i get allergic reactions from washing my dogs. oh well. i love the movie vanilla sky! its sooo good. i saw The Passion Of The Christ yesterday. its a must-see-movie. i cried. i think the whole theater did.

i feel like crap. ive been watching jayna for a week. im sooo tired. i just woke up from a nap to find out that stephanies really good friend joe went to prison. even though i dont wanna believe it, i think im getting depressed again. boys, boys, boys. they are so weird. i wanna get out of the house tonight.

stayed on the phone with alex from 10-1:30 last night (not a good idea when babysitting a 2 year old). and then jayna woke me up at 8:30 to wipe her ass. and now i finally woke up from my nap. i feel bad because i left her all alone while i was asleep.im hungry.

today sucked. i started my period and i have MAJOR cramps. my friend molly got in a huge fight with her boyfriend and then when we dropped her off at her house, her boyfriend left this bag of torn up pictures and shit. shes like the nicest person ever. it sucked seeing her so sad. and then dan got really sad about molly. and then one of my really ( Read more... )

YES! i had a GREAT day ith my mum.<3 we ran errnads and talked. we ate sushi at this place by marina pacifica theatre. it was sooo good. and then we went into petco and i saw 2 chinchillas! I WANT ONE! theyre fat and have big ears. we then went to tower records. i got the postal service cd, pixies "Surfer Rosa" cd, and the soundtrack to donnie ( Read more... )

i thibk im gonna visit millikan today.