so Im here staying at my parents and let me tell you its so weird. I mean crazy staying with mom after all theses years. I forgot how nosey they are they want to know everything about anything. I guess they are just old and dont have to much to do. they are also moving but just to a nicer house in san leandro ( Read more... )

so I have had a crazy few weeks. I quit my job, sold and moved out of my house, fit all my shit in my ford escape and now Im staying at my moms. I have had such an emotional week.. sometimes I just felt like I was not going to make it through this shit. I would cry all day long. I also had to give up my cats that killed me.. I cry everytime I ( Read more... )

I have just been so busy at work and home I dont have much time to write. Im getting ready for the move and I just dont know whats going on. Im still working and I think that is helping me not get so depressed about leaving. I still dont feel like Im moving in 2 weeks

Im just getting ready to move and going crazy crazy I know I keep saying this but its stressful
to many little things to do and I just dont know where to start.
one day at a time one thing at a time.
help me god not to forget anything

so I have just been to busy and stressed to write.. Im selling my house in the bay area now and I just dont know If Im doing the right thing you know how much house cost there. Im moving to mexico and going to be away from everything I know and Love and Im just freaking out. dont know what to do ( Read more... )

so today I gave my boss a two week notice I cant believe it. It was so hard to do ( Read more... )

so its done the papers for my house are in and Im moving nov 5
Im so happy but so sad
sad to be away from my family Ive been crying all day but happy to get out of here
its going to be a whole new life for me

cry cry

so today or tomoorow I should know fersure whats going on with my house. all the stuff that needed to happen has went through. so now all I need to do is meet with the buyer and sigh final papers if she is not backing out. Im so freaked out I cant take it oh we meet tomoorow at 7:30 Im sick what does she want ( Read more... )

so because I might be moving reall soon Im cleaning out all my junk. alot of shoe boxes full of high school stuff pictures senior will and more pictures.. how fun it is to look back on all your old memories.. wow I had so many fun times I forgot about. so many wonderful and not so wondrful people in my life that I dont even talk to now.. ( Read more... )

got to check my to do list for mexico