hang out time with the guys has dropped dramitically.... Rich got a job, phath got job (bastard) and Jambo... who knows... sooner or later... he is lookin for one... same as I... I hope I get a full time job soon... I need the bling... The snow is dropping as type... makes me sad... no one to talk to... no one to hold... no one.... I'm alone... ( Read more... )

sigh, awoke.... played tokyo extreme racer 3.... need to finish off the rest of the wanderers.... grr.... then had a bbq at my house... good times... my sister came home too.. yay!... gave her a big hug and kiss on the cheek.... mad luv... and now I'm here at Graham's place.... everything was goin good until my celly blew up... I talked and talked ( Read more... )

me and phath went up to Nashua to find this wiring harness and guess wat!? they did have it but in the end it was the wrong piece... the distributor fucked up... oh well, the journey will have to wait for another warm day.... no need to work on cars in the snow or dark...unless your friends really need your help... but all in all, this is wats ( Read more... )

and its still going.... Phath gives me a call around noon... telling me he needs parts for his car... a wiring harness for the headlamps and a bracket.... we went to like 5 or 6 junkyards to find these things but of course they dont have a 2000 Toyota Camry... blah!.. those bastards.... damn the,.. then we went to some parts place and of course we ( Read more... )

.... a first kiss is?.... I went to her place tonite... we had dinner, hanged out and had a great time.... but once I arrived I kissed her.... sigh..:)... nothings better than the first kiss.... I feel lost... I feel as if my soul just jumped out of me and went flying into the sky... sigh.... feelin really great.... feel like dancing... oddly ( Read more... )

7pm.. or around that time... I met her for the first time... sure she made me wait like 15-20 mins outside in the cold but it was all worth it... we then headed off to Capo's for wat I would call " a lovely evening ( Read more... )

Hello my faithful viewers and welcom again to my livebroadcast... today... well rather tonite we will talk about... DAN DAN DAN DAAHHHH!!!!!!!! me. times are getting really tough but I'm gonna keep my head up and hope for the best... now to talk about the week... sunday was a day off from work... this was good... monday went to work.... I busted ( Read more... )

terribly sorry for not updating in so long... so much to do and little time... but I'll try and update as much as I can... I worked 51 hours this week in 4 days... lemme tell ya... getting up at 4am in the morning bites... especially when you only get like 4 hours of sleep.... I feel as if my life is just passing me by with no memories to hold onto ( Read more... )

tonite was a nite to remember.... the Pat's won... everyone was either drunk or high.... I'm still sober... my god.. this is wat I get for being an alcoholic even though I dont drink all the time.. but then again I have been drinking for the past 3 days..... I should take a break but then again there's a Captain Morgan's bottle in my backpack... ( Read more... )

I've been hearing such an such things that are goin around teh sc... but I dont really want to get into that... this post if for all show choir, Cassey and Mr. D if they ever read this.... " I'm sorry for leaving show choir without a word..." I had realized I had never apoligized to anyone for this... I didnt even apologized to Mr. D or Cassey ( Read more... )