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[monster29]

"I recommend getting your heart trampled on to anyone." Alanis Morissette

"And all you'd ever hear me say is how I pictured me with you." Kelly Clarkson

I just finished writing him a letter because I just needed to give myself the satisfaction on thinking I may get some closure out of all of this. I cried during it. I paused during it. I choked. I

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[eleanor_rigby67]

dear nori. I've a heart break of a slightly different kind. Not a different circumstance, it's just that mine has been a very long process. Maybe yours has too, I don't know. And you're right, goddammit it is amazing/horrible. I don't think I'll ever get closure because I'm not proactive enough to talk to him about it. And my friends are drifting too. Especially theatre friends. I miss you guys sooo much and I hate that I don't have the means to spend time with you. If it's any consolation, you having hurt my feelings. I wish I had stayed in piano lessons too. Wow I'm on a role here. AND guitar as a matter of fact. Yeah I end up just hitting (or plucking) random notes and writing short melancholy songs that kind of suck since I don't remember how to play the instrument. And of course I don't have time to teach myself again like you said. I hope everything works out for you darling.

If you need to talk e-mail me anytime >>> mad2live67@hotmail.com

Don't be a stranger.

Peace
<3
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Happiness

[portowalls79]

i miss you and love you no matter how much we have talked in the last few weeks, or since school has been over or whatever.
i think the letter with him was something you needed to do more for yourself. i'm glad that you see so much that is in it.
i agree with some of the things about school friends. or i feel that was, at least.

" I loathe myself because I can't have ..."
please don't loathe yourself, even though, i'm sure it feels errible, dont blame yourself for it-- don't put all the blame on yourself.

i agree with the part where you said everyone has to be everyone's favorites. i miss when everyone was jsut a blob, but a close blob.

i love you more than you can even imagine

♥ kristin

[squeaker24]

*MASSIVE hug*
I know whatcha mean, I've been through stuff very similar. :-/