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monday's going to be fun.

i'm so lonely. fill the void with art and drugs. that's what i can reduce my life to now. pathetic. all i do is smoke and draw. fuck this *bang bang -- bodies hit the floor* happy day to you too

everybody must read this: http://www.chiefmojo.com/butcher.html and then comment about it ( Read more... )

my body is so sore. i now do rugby, cross country, and weight training, which is a real tax on myself. i better get in good shape from this. i also want to start getting some boxing muscle built up, but i don't have money for a membership to any boxing club. why is money what we have to revolve around? currency blows ( Read more... )

school is boring. except when the po-theads are fucking shit up. and damn ricky and his fangs. almost got caught the night of camping, but its all good. got my ears pierced last saturday, they're doing fine, and i'm planning on more, but i'll wait a bit to get them done. i feel so drained, it's like i have no energy to do anything at all, i want to ( Read more... )

my birthday is on thursday next week (sep. 23), and i'm looking to try and get a piercing or 2 that day, or around then. problem is that i don't have money to do this. so, if you're looking for a something to do for my birthday, donate $5, or whatever you want to. really, i'm not picky. it's also just a suggestion, i'm really not expecting anybody ( Read more... )

well..it happened. bye grandpa. my mom and dad got a phone call around 7:30 from my grandmother, who was probably bawling her eyes out, saying that my grandfather died. over 50 years they had known each other, and now he's gone. what do you say to that? how do you relate to that? "oh, i had gold fish for a week, but then it died"..thanks a lot.. ( Read more... )

what do you do when one of the people you've known your entire life is going to die within days? do you brace yourself? steel your emotions against it? try and act tough so that your mother sees nothing in your face? fuck. cancer. fuck cancer. that won't solve anything, and it doesn't make me feel any better. my parents are over at my grandparent's ( Read more... )

not a good week. big bad stuff can stop blowing my house down and just blow me for once.